I watch Alex walk away. Something I said upset him. Deciding not to let this go unresolved, I follow him. “What did I say to upset you, Alex?”
“Nothing, it’s been a long day. Goodnight.”
“I don’t want to be like her. I don’t want just to use your generosity. It’s bad enough I can’t take care of myself or protect my daughter, but now I feel like I’m using you.”
Alex finally turns around, “What do you want me to say, Kamryn? That sure you can pay me to stay here, and I will help you as I promised? I’m still in love with you, and it bothers me to think you need to pay me. I have never wanted anything as much as I want you. Yes, I understand you don’t want to be like Lana, but you were never like her. You never lied to me. Kamryn, you told me you were running from your ex and that for a time, you had trouble getting your divorce finalized, so I knew what I was getting into by perusing you. Lana lied to me from the beginning. She exploited my generosity by lying. Have you lied to me, Kamryn?” I shake my head. “Then, take what I am offering to you.”
“At least let me cook for you. I need to feel I am contributing somehow.”
“Fine, but only because you cook better than me.” Alex has a smile on his face.
“Thank you.” I smile back. Before Alex walks away, I go up to him and kiss him. Alex quickly puts his hand behind my head, deepening the kiss. When we pull apart, both of us are out of breath.
Alex looks at me; I can see the hunger and lust in his eyes. He quickly kisses me again; his tongue is in my mouth. I push myself closer to him; Alex’s arms wrap around me. Picking me up, he starts carrying me to his room. Once we are inside his room, he pulls away from me and places me on the bed.
I quickly start to remove my clothes while he removes his. The second we are both naked, I move up the bed, Alex quickly gets on top of me. His lips soon go back to mine. I feel him lightly bite my bottom lip. I reward him with a moan. “Oh, Schatzi, I want to spend the rest of the night in here with you.” Alex puts his forehead to mine. “You know, we never got a chance to use any of the things we bought.”
I smile at him, “We could use them now.”
Alex shakes his head. “I want you too much; I can’t wait. I think this first round should just be us, then after we rest. I will tie you up, and we will put everything we got into good use.” Alex’s lips are back on mine. He starts moving down my neck. I move my head to the side to give him better access.
My hands explore his body; my fingers trace his shoulders, back, and chest. “Alex, wait.”
He pulls back, looking confused, “Is something wrong?”
I pull away from him. Alex is on his knees, looking confused. Putting a hand to his chest, I push him back. He lays down, and I quickly get on top of him. I start kissing down his body. When I finally come to his c**k. I lick the tip first. Alex lets out a gasp. I start by licking up and down his member, enjoying how unsteady Alex’s breathing becomes. Then I start sucking the tip, taking more and more of him in my mouth.
Alex laces his fingers through my hair and moves it out of my face. When he hits the back of my throat, Alex lets out a groan. “Schatzi, you have to stop. I won’t last much longer.”
I quickly take my mouth off him. I am about to get on top of him when he grabs me. Alex is still out of breath, “It’s my turn to taste you, Schatzi.” In the next moment, Alex is on top of me. He moves down my neck to my breasts. Alex’s tongue flicks the right n****e while his hand teases the left. I can feel my need for him growing.
“Alex, please, I need you.” He doesn’t stop. I feel his teeth as my n****e slides out his mouth. I cry out in pleasure. He goes to the left n****e and repeats the action. While he plays with my n****e, one of Alex’s hands slides down my waist. When he reaches my s*x, he begins to rub his index finger over my slit.
Slowly Alex slides his finger into me. My n****e slides out of his teeth, then Alex looks at me while his finger moves inside me. “I love you, Kamryn. I have never met a woman who fuels my desire the way you do.” Alex adds a second finger. “I love everything about you. I love our s****l energy. I love that I can trust you. I love what a good mother you are. There are so many reasons why I want to be with you, Kamryn.” I feel the orgasm building. When Alex’s thumb begins rubbing small circles over my c**t I fly over the edge.
Alex quickly positions himself at my entrance. He slowly sinks into me. I cry out in pleasure as he slowly pushes inside of me. My legs wrapped around Alex’s hips, trying to bring him deeper inside of me.
As he begins to move, my hands touch him. He has told me he likes his chest touched. My fingers glide over the muscles down to his abs, then back up to his shoulders. Alex lets out a groan as my fingers travel over his n*****s.
Alex pulls out of me for a moment. I feel empty at the loss of him. He quickly changes positions, so he straddles one of my legs while holding the other over his shoulder. As he enters me again, I feel him deeper. As he moves, I notice that with every thrust, he is brushing my bundle of nerves. It doesn’t take long before I orgasm. Alex increases his speed; in this position, it’s hard to meet my hips with his.
“I feel you clenching and unclenching around me. Does this feel good, Schatzi?” I orgasm again. “You are so beautiful when you do that. I enjoy watching you. I like seeing how good I am making you feel. Tell me how much you like this.”
“I love how deep you are. No one has ever made me feel as good as you. Every time you thrust into me, you brush over my clit.” I scream as my third orgasm happens. Alex thrusts become faster, and I know he’s close. I feel his warm liquid inside me. Alex slips out of me and puts my leg down.
We both try and catch our breath. Since both of us are sweating, I grab Alex’s hand instead of cuddling with him. Alex brings my hand to his lips and kisses it. “Do you understand that I only want you now?”
I can hear the concern in Alex’s voice. “Yes,” I look over at him. He is watching me closely.
“Explain to me what you understand. I need to know that you won’t feel threatened by Lana. Even if she shows up, I want you to know I don’t want her.”
I look at him. I can see how much he wants me to understand. “I didn’t like that Lana touched you. It really hurt me. You have made me feel so important. Then when I saw that, it reminded me of Johnny. How there were times everything was good, then it got bad quickly. It felt like you built me up to tear me back down.”
Alex turns towards me. Laying on his side, he puts his arm around my waist. “I want you to know your value. I don’t want to lose you. I know how it looked, and if someone did that to you, I wouldn’t be able to handle it. When I realized what was happening, I did push her away. It took me far too long to understand what was happening, but I promise you, there will never be a next time.”
Alex leans in and kisses me. His hands move down my body. He gets on top of me. As Alex kisses down my neck, someone knocks on the door. At first, we try to ignore it, but the person keeps knocking. “Alex, maybe you should see who it is.” Alex sighs. He gets off me and grabs a pair of pants and a shirt.
I hear Alex answer the door.