I lay next to Alex, trying to catch my breath. I’m still unsure how I feel about things. Alex thought I could be so cruel and use him. It hurts he thought so little of me, but I do understand how he got there. Alex’s parents aren’t the greatest and his ex-cheated on him with his brother. Then they used him and told him the baby she was carrying was his. Everyone he was close to did use him. Other than Baldrick and Mila, but they have an odd relationship. I have also come to conclusions without talking with Alex first. Like the time I came over to speak and found Lana at his house. I let her convince me they slept together. I didn’t listen to Alex to hear his side of the story. Alex kisses the back of my hand and pulls me from my thoughts. “We need to go by the shops for groceries befor

