the bad boy who loves and want's the girl

Chapter seven can't get her out of my mind

Jon's point a view

She has no clue what she's doing to me I wanna tell her I really do I can't wait any longer is the thought's that keep going through my mind,I did end up going to her house in the middle of the night I saw her light on from my room so I went over to her house, I did throw rocks at her window she asked me what is the problem I did say she was I didn't answer to as of why when she wanted to know I couldn't get the words out so I walked backed to my house.

I went up to my room all mad throwing things that's when I herd a knock on my bed room door and the sound of my mother.

Miss.Walker: dear are you okay what's with the noise it's late in the middle of the night.

Jon: I'm fine mom don't worry about it just go back to bed.

Miss.Walker: okay dear.

with that my mother walked away and headed back to bed I wasn't going to tell her why all the noise was happening late at night plus this is something that I have to deal with on my own shortly after that my phone starts going off it was a text from Ace witch is Carolyn's brother I didn't know what he wanted late at night the text said.

Ace: meet me out side.

Jon: be right down.

with that I went down to head out side, there was Ace standing there waiting for me I started to head right in front of him to find out why hes here and so this is what he had to say.

Ace: I have a job for you are you in or out?

Jon: what's the job?

Ace: I am not going to say till I know if your in or out.

Jon: seeing how late it is and your not telling me I'm out.

Ace: dude for real ?

Jon: ya man.

Ace: you are always up for jobs this late why all the sudden change?

Jon: just not doing it any more none of it.

Ace: dose this have to do with my sister?cause I told you to stay away from her.

Jon: don't worry I would never put her in danger I love her enough to not do that to her.

Ace: good cause like I said she has a boy friend.

Jon: oh you don't know do you?

Ace: know what?

Jon: she don't have a boy friend any more.

Ace: ya right.

Jon: you don't believe me then why don't ya go ask her for your self.

Ace: and I take it your the one that had something to do with it?

Jon: no what happen between them two had happen all on it's own ( with a smirk on his face)

with that I walked a way then all sudden Ace started to shout out at me.

Ace: I KNOW YOU DID SOMETHING TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN AND I AM GOING TO FIND OUT YOU HEAR ME JON I WILL FIND OUT.

Jon: good luck with that oh and keep your voice down.you wouldn't want your sister to hear and see us would ya now?

with that I continued to walk back into my house and back up to my room and head to bed.

it was the next morning and I had to talk to Carolyn I diced to tell her every thing about her brother even my self I know she will get hurt by it but she must know and if she don't get told by me I'm sure Ace will tell her and I have to beat him to it it's bad enough he thinks I'm the one who caused the brake up between her and  Jake,I told Ace I wasn't I didn't lie about that but he thinks I did so I must talk with angel.

so I head down to go see her but that's when I saw his car there,thought's where racing through my mind hoping that he hasn't said any thing I have to talk to her but how am I going to I have to pull her away from her house a way from him. I grab my phone outta of my pocket and started to text her.

Jon: hey angel whatcha up to?

Carolyn: nothing much just spending time with my brother. what's up?

Jon: wanted to see if you wanted to hang out.

Carolyn: I can't  sorry.

Jon: why not?

Carolyn: Jon please I can't just let it go I will talk to you later.

with that I slammed my phone on the floor thinking what am I going to do now so that's when the thought came to my mind I will just go over there Ace wont like that I am near his sister so what better way to make sure he don't say any thing be for I do.

I picked up my phone and went out the door to her house and knocked then saw that Ace answered the door.

Ace: what are doing here? leave I told you not be near my sister.

Jon: well your late on the I told you cause I've been seeing your sister don't think I have ask her and your parents ( with a smirk on his face)

that's when I hear a voice coming towards the door it was angel's mother.

Miss.Fox: hey Jon what are doing here so early is every thing alright?

Jon: every thing is fine I just was coming over to see if Carolyn would like to hang out with me today.

Miss.Fox: I don't know I can see if she would like to.

after she walked away that's when I saw the look on Ace's face like he was waiting for the right time to do something to me but he never got the chance cause just then Carolyn's mom comes back.

Miss.Fox: she will be right out dear.

Jon: okay thanks!

Miss.Fox: your welcome.

shortly after that I see her my angel coming out towards me.

Carolyn: oh I see you have meet my brother already.

Jon: yep.

Carolyn: Jon you know I am hanging with my brother I told you. can we hang out some other time?

just before I could answer that's when Ace jump in.

Ace: it's okay Carolyn if you want you can hang with him just be careful.

Jon: don't worry Ace I wont let any thing happen to her.

Carolyn: you sure bro?cause I thought.

just before Carolyn could finished Ace interrupted her and said.

Ace: yes I'm sure go have fun I'll see you some other time. 

Carolyn: okay thanks bro I love you!

Ace: I love you to. oh and Jon.

Jon: yes.

Ace: if any thing bad should happen to her I will kill you my self you got that?

Jon: don't worry Ace I told you like I said I would never put her in danger ( he whispered in Ace's ear)

soon after that I walked up to Carolyn we end up taking my car all we did was went for a drive I had to talk to her I had to tell every thing and how I feel about her before it's to late besides summer is almost over where school will start and I wanted to be able to have a chance be for that happen's I end up driving us to the park where it's quite no one hardly is there so it would be the best place to do it.

as we arrived we both got out of my car and shut the doors and started walking not saying a word to each other I don't know what she's thinking about and I wanted to know so bad but I didn't ask so just kept on walking. we soon enough came up to a bench we sat down and I started to talk to her as she looked at me it was getting harder and harder to tell her what she needed to know I didn't want to hurt her I care for her and I lover her. the only thing I could tell her is how I feel about her that was it so I reached out and took her hand and hold it pouring my feelings out to her.

Carolyn: Jon I know you like me and you having feeling's for me but I am just not ready to be with any one and plus I have something to tell you that you need to know.

Jon: what is it ? and I am not rushing you I just want you to know how I feel about you you do make me go crazy I didn't think I would fall in love with you so quickly but here I am in love with you Carolyn.

Carolyn: see I am not supposed to be around you my brother told me to stay away from you reason for that is cause I told him that same night we had that diner what you had did to me he told me to stay away from you and that you are bad news I don't know what he meant by that but he said you are so if your hiding something from me I have the right to know.

I didn't want to tell her what she should know I don't want her hurt and I don't wanna say that I know we are not supposed to be near each other all I could think of is that it's best for her to not know she would be safe that way of not knowing so what did I say to her well here it is.

Jon: angel I can't tell you what you wanna know I wish I could but I can't.

Carolyn: yes you can.

Jon: no I can't.

Carolyn: why not what are you so afraid of that you can't tell me?

Jon: angel please just let it go.

Carolyn: then if you can't tell me I wanna go home and never see or talk to you again.

Jon: angel please don't be like this I wanna tell ya but I can't

Carolyn: just take me home.

with that we head back not saying a word she has no idea the danger she will be in if I tell her, her brother is right to tell her that I'm bad news after all I am a bad boy and I am into doing things that I just don't want her to know about as soon as we reached to our hours she got out of the car and slammed the car door my heart never felt so broken I wish I could tell her I rather have her hurt this way then the way I didn't want her to be hurt I went into my house and I took my phone and text her.

Jon: I'm sorry angel I do love you I want you to know that.

I knew she would more likely not reply back so I just let that be the last text to her as the day's passed I never herd from or seen my angel I kept to my self giving her the space till she was ready to see and talk to me witch I think would be never but that's when I realize school start's in two day's so I would be able to see her rather she likes it or not.