CHAPTER 19
Commit seriously to Geoff. Focus on my future. For two months I had completely lost my mind and with it my perspective. Even my university career had been affected. It had been stuck there, waiting for me to come back and take care of it. Even now I was thinking almost more about music than about literature.
Peter’s world had invaded mine and I had been the one to allow it. So I had to get back to myself as soon as possible. I couldn’t abandon the environment in which I had grown up and had always lived. The party was over. Real life awaited me. It was the right and wisest choice for me.
I was trying to be calm and peaceful with Geoff. The days flowed, each one like the other. The approach of spring, instead of instilling serenity, filled me with anxiety, frustration and irri
