CHAPTER 20 It had been right to interrupt the affair with Peter. Right for me, right for Geoff, right for everyone. About that I had no doubts. And now I felt quieter, Geoff knew everything and forgave me. I had no more secrets, apparently, at least. The sense of boredom and irritability, however, didn’t go away. On the contrary, it persisted and dominated me. Besides, I was tired of staying at Doris and Rupert Parker’s home, I felt bound to their schedules, to their spaces. But leaving it would automatically mean moving to Geoff’s house and I still didn’t feel like it. ‘I know it sounds absurd… but I don’t feel ready.’ I decided to open up to Rachel, whom I had met during the lunch break. At least, I wanted to try to explain to her how I felt. She was the friend with whom I was better

