My Lost Angel

Not a happy ending

Tiffany's POV

I don't know what to feel about what happened, it's quite surreal. Erika disappeared in front of me and also Baekhyun. They're guardian angels? So, it's real. There are angels protecting us. And Erika was my guardian angel, the one that I love the most.

I'm so stupid not to realize it, I became very comfortable with our situation. I'm also coward to let myself out to the world. Now, I'm lost. Erika is gone. I did the same mistake to her. I'm not worthy for her that's why she's gone. Erika is Taeyeon all along, my heart recognized her but my mind contradicted it. She failed her mission because I followed my mind, not my heart.

How am I supposed to live now? I want to end my misery but I promised to Erika, I mean Taeyeon that I will live my life even without her. It's not a happy ending to us. She left me, I deserve this for hurting her. Maybe I will be a spinster, I don't care about love now. I will never love other like I love Taeyeon, Erika. She's the only one that I will love the most in my life. I'm so sure about it.

I was unconscious, I was walking nowhere but I'm lucky to see the building of my apartment. I didn't notice that my feet took me here from Baekhyun's house. I don't know how many hours I walked, I became numb. I couldn't feel anything even my body.

No more tears were streaming down from my eyes, I'm so drained. I cried too much that I'm running out of water in my body.

And I facepalmed, s**t.

I forgot that I used my car to go at Baekhyun's house. I left it there. I bitterly smiled with that shitty thing. I walked all the way here when my car was there and I just left it? You're always a stupid girl Tiffany. You're not thinking straight!

So, I'm back here in my apartment. I thought there were no tears but I began to cry again. Every part of my home reminds me of her. I feel like she's still here with me. Weird that I could still feel her presence, that she's still here in my apartment.

Why do I need to suffer like this? I lost the one I love, twice... because of my damn mistake! Is it wrong to be confused? Is it wrong to be scared? Our time is too short. It's unfair. I'm just a human with my limitations and flaws.

I don't know what will I do now, I really don't know.

I'm so pathetic that I feel I already lost my life because she became my life, my strength and my tomorrow but she's gone? How could I accept that? Huh?

I walked inside my room, put the box of necklaces that Taeyeon gave me on the nightstand then I sat on bed, I remember when we made love here. I'm not totally drunk though I don't remember how we got here on bed from the restroom of the bar.

I love how she touched me, she hugged me, she kissed me and all the hickeys, I giggled with the thought of her.

I miss her so much.

Sighed.

I can't... I don't know...

I miss Taeyeon so much and it's killing me inside.

Then my phone rang, it's on the bed. I took it and my eyes widened in shock.

It's...

It's her.

It's Erika. Taeyeon.

She's calling me??

My heart skipped a beat.

Impossible.

Did she lose her phone?

My body was shaking.

I want to answer it but I'm scared.

I don't want to give myself false hope.

But I don't want to be coward anymore so...

I answered it "H-hello?"

No one spoke.

"Who's this? Why'd you have Erika's phone? Where did you get it?" I gulped, I could hear breathing but the person didn't talk.

"Hello? Who are you??" I'm so desperate to know that I yelled.

The person in the other line cleared throat.

"Pani ah?"

Then Erika, I mean Taeyeon walked out of the bathroom.

I was stunned.

I froze as I stared at her, she's smiling.

"I have the phone because it's mine and I got this from you, remember?" She shrugged.

I stood up and I unconsciously dropped my phone, I hastily walked towards Taeyeon.

I stopped in front of her, gazing at her face and examining every part of it.

And I confirmed she's Taeyeon.

I held her face, touching it gently all over. She's warm, I could feel her. I hope it's not a dream or if it was, I don't want to wake up anymore.

Taeyeon dropped her phone on the floor and held my hands on her face.

"Tell me, it's true. I'm not dreaming right?" I asked in my horror as my heart was racing.

"Yes, it's true. I'm real you're not dreaming Pani," Taeyeon toothy smiled.

Then I wrapped my arms around her waist and buried my face into the crook of her neck. I smelled her familiar scent.

I'm crying again but this time, because of overjoy.

"You're back! Oh God, thank you. And thank you Taeyeon that you came back. I'm so happy that you're here," I mumbled.

Taeyeon giggled "I'm happy because I'm back here on earth," she said while rubbing my back.

I faced her, kisses her several times on her face. She chuckled "That tickles Pani."

Then I kissed her passionately, I poured all my emotions in the kiss as I thought I lost her so I'm very happy that she came back here for me.

I reluctantly pulled away "H-how? How did you come back?"

Taeyeon shrugged "Because I completed the mission 5 days ago. You already admitted to yourself that you fell in love with Taeyeon. That's me! When I remembered my past, technically I became Taeyeon again. Well, from the start... I'm really Taeyeon. My soul remains," she explained as she played my hair.

"So you're Taeyeon now?" She nodded. "But why did you disappear?" I asked again.

"When I completed the mission, I started to get back as normal human. My powers were disappearing and that's in process. I became weak. I disappeared to meet the head guardian again, she took the remaining powers in me and explained everything to me so... yeah, I don't have any powers now. Completely, normal human being," she happily said.

"Where did Baekhyun go?" I asked. Baekhyun also disappeared in front of me.

"He's back in heaven as guardian again. He's forgiven."

"That's good, I'm happy for him."

"Yeah, me too! The head guardian was awesome! She's really kind."

I nodded.

"Taeyeon... Taeyeon... Taeyeon... I'm so happy you came back," I missed calling her name.

"Hmm... You can call me Taeyeon when we're together alone but in public, I'm Erika. And I don't have surname yet."

"How about Hwang?" I suggested biting my lower lip. We're like a married couple when she chose my last name.

"Erika Hwang, sounds perfect. Wait. So we're sisters?" She asked pouting.

I rolled my eyes "Of course not! The other way Taeyeon!"

She grinned "Oh like we're married huh? But there are problems Pani."

I frowned. Problems? So there are consequences? What if she has only limited time here on earth? No no...

I gulped "What is it?" I feel anxious about it.

"I'm jobless, I don't have money, and you'll gonna fix all my legal documents like birth certificate etc. You will be responsible for me from now on." Taeyeon answered looking me in the eyes. "Are you willing to do all that Pani?"

"Ooh... That's lot of responsibilities. Demanding huh?" I teased her.

Taeyeon turned pale then she backed away "So you can't? Then I should just go back to heaven."

Before she could turn around I held her arm then I snaked my arms around her neck "Of course I will do that! I'm just teasing you... Why so serious? I don't care about money, I can provide you all that you need. Just stay here with me and love me."

Taeyeon chuckled "Oh yeah, I know you're rich. Don't worry I will look for a job when I have my legal documents. I will not be a burden anymore."

"You're not a burden Tae, and what I have now was yours. You gave it too me. It's yours not mine." Taeyeon was rich but she gave it all to me when she died, she put me in her last will and testament.

But she's back now as Erika, practically, it's still her possession.

Taeyeon shook her head "It's all ours Pani."

"I'm really happy now Tae, you came back. I love you so much." I sincerely said as I pulled myself to see her face.

"Music to my ears" She dorky smiled.

"I love you Tae, I love you, I love you... I love you Kim Taeyeon... I love you Erika Hwang... I love you so so sooo much!" I ecstatically said then I gave her eye smile.

"You know, that's my biggest dream Pani... You." Taeyeon held my cheek and stroked it "I love you so much more, no words can say how much I really mean it. I love you Tiffany Hwang with all my heart and soul." She's so cheesy but I love it. It gives me more butterflies in my stomach and my heart beats like drum.

"I know Tae, I feel it. I can feel your love. Thank you for coming back."

I got the box and took out the necklaces then we wore it to each other. I was wearing the necklace with lock pendant while she's wearing the other with key pendant.

"Yes Taeyeon, you're the key to my heart. I couldn't ask for more, you're enough for me."

Then Taeyeon pushed me gently on the bed as she moved on top of me, she kissed me passionately and I responded the same, no... I mean more intense. I love this. I love her so much.

I'm willing to give everything that I can for her.

Yes, it's not a happy ending because it's just the beginning of our new life together.

The End.

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A/N: Thank you very much guys! ^_^

Sana nagustuhan nyo.