The seven’s obsession

Chapter 9

After I returned to my room I did some research to understand more about what in the hell happen. During my research alot of things came up like some of things Nik had in his top drawer. I went down the rabbit hole after that and no wander he laughed at me. I was way off in my assumption that those were dog toys, I know he said he used them on weman but what I didn't know was they were actually made for weman. I don’t really know what I thought after he told me that and tried not to think more into much after that because I was worried I would further embarrass myself, I so am glad I didn’t ask any more questions. I also did not know what what I did was called orgasm. Now I can’t get it out of my head and it’s been a week since then, like the saying goes curiosity killed the cat and well I’m more curious now than I was before. I decided now that I know more, I want to experience more, but I can’t lose control again, I really like it here and I don’t want to mess it up by letting all the feelings I get when I am around each of them cause me to make a mistake ruining the way things are going. Dmitri and I have already kissed and now I have let myself go with the twins. I don’t really want to add to my list of mistakes I have to much at stake. Coming to that conclusion and the fact that I don’t need a man to feel that way again I can just get one of the toys. Then I stumbled upon the issue of not haveing to money to order one and it dawned on me that Nik has those I see in the drawer in his room, but I am definitely not going to ask him for one and I can’t necessarily just go and get one because he keeps his room locked. Which leads me to where I am now, I have formulated a plan and I am about to play it out. I make my way into the gym and Nik is already here we have a self defense session today. “ Running late today baby girl, everything okay?” s**t I’m already messing up “I over slept ” I lie, It was more like I was trying to give myself a pep talk I have never stolen anything before and lying is not one of my stong suits so I try to do it least as possible But desperate times call for desperate measures. Hoping I’m convincing enough he looks at me stangly for a moment “Okay, well lets get stared then and try not to beat me up to bad today” he says with a wink. Releasing a nervous laugh finishing up my stretches “I’ll do my best” giving him a big smile walking over to stand in front of him. We start, I fight back a little but let him put me down and placing my hands by his short pockets hoping he doesn't notice I feel for his keys, He stops dead in his tracks leaning his head back “ Woe now babygirl you gonna have to buy me a drink first” He rolls off of me “ Where’s your head today” the keys were not in his pocket so the only other place would have to be over where his shirt is. Damn it I should have checked there first, looking over at him ”your right do you think you could just give me a few to get in the right head space?” “ Sure, take all the time you need I’ll go get some of my reps in while I wait for you” I wait for him to get really into what he’s doing and his back is facing me before I make my way over to where his shirt lays. Bingo, sure enough his keys are wrapped in it I quickly grab them and then place the shirt back. I go to the door calling over my soulder “ I’ll be right back Nik I forgot something in my room” not slowing to wait for his response. I rush up the stair looking to make sure no one is looking pulling they keys out. Placing them in the lock with shaking hands looking both ways once more before entering. I go to the drawer and grab the smallest vibrator I see closing the drawer quickly trying to keep everything else in its place. I peak out the door makeing sure no one is in the hall before exiting. It looks like I’m in the clear I come out turning to lock the door I have got to hurry put this in my room and hurry back down to Nik. Before I can ever turn around I am met with a strong hand on my throat, a hard chest at my back, and soft lips almost touching my ear he doesn’t have to anything I automatically know who has their hangs on me. Is scent mixed with sweat is a scent I’m all to familiar with, whispering in my ear “ You really think I don’t know when my girl’s up to something, you are a very bad liar baby girl we should work on that.” I swall hard unable to speak because honestly I don’t know what I’d say even if I did, I am caught. “Open then door Ellie” his voice sounds different, I can’t tell if it anger or what, I’m so screwed. I unlock the door and open, unable to move from the grasp he has on my throat it’s not to tight to where I can’t breath but it is firm. I feel the heat pulling between my leg, for real Ellie now is not the time, what is wrong with me. " Go sit “ he releases me and I do as he asks. Oh god he’s so mad I just know it, but when I sit and look back at him the door is closed and his facial expression doesn”t tell me he’s mad he looks a bit like he’s holding on by a thread. I have seen that look before it’s a lot like the look Andrei was giving me when he was licking my neather regions. The thought of it has my inter lady bits throbbing and the heat within grows. He stalkes towards me and I lean back on my elbows as he leans down placing both hand on each side of me. I try to nonchalantly move my hand out of sight still haveing the bullet in my hand. I hope he doesn’t notice. I didn’t prepare for getting caught “if you wanted to play all you had to do ask” I c**k my head to the side internally freaking out “what do” I am completely cut of as he grabs the toy from my hand, never breaking eye contact with me. My checks flush “ If you want to play with my toys you'll have to ask babygirl?” Looking down out of embarrassment, I don’t think I could speak if I could think of something to say. Looking down was a mistake on my part with the heat that was already between my legs begins to grow, all I can see is bare muscular check my eyes trail down his perfectly chiseled for to see a massive bulg through his sweats. Nik places his hand on my throat tilting my head up for me to look at his eyes grow darker “ Don’t do that babygirl, You keep looking at me like that and my rational mind will leave the room and I don’t thing your ready for that. So I am going to need for you to tell me what you want? This is your one chance to get up and go and I’ll let you have the toy, all you have to do is ask?” smirking he continues “ or I can show you what this toy can do, but I don’t do anything without you permission?” Laying there taking him in, he makes it so hard to think rationally and the the fact that my pantys are absolutely soaked from the grip he’s had on my throat. I swallow hard, he goes to pull back and on impulse I wrap my legs around him, What the f**k Ellie I ask myself the whole point was to not f**k up, but it’s to late. He looks at me with a lifted brow and firmly pushes me all the way on the bed before I can stop it his mouth is on mine. I let out a moan as he roles his hips pressing his massive length against my lady bits I grab his shoulders and within an instant he’s flipped us to where I am straddling him, his mouth never leaving mine and his hand still placed on my throat god this is so hot. It’s shocking how easily I let myself go with Nik, of course I have always thought he was a raga toy attractive but this is a whole new level. He leaves me panting as he leans back “stand up Ellie” I do as he ask “ Strip For me babygirl” I hesitate for a moment and he starts to get up “ Do you want me to help” I shake my head, and I begins sheading my cloths takeing a moment to get ahold of my head. I look up at him and just when I thought his bulg couldn’t get any bigger, I was wrong, f**k! Taking notice that I am blatantly looking at his package “ Don’t worry babygirl we won’t be tackling that task today, This is all about you, just think of it like a lesson just a different type, this is essential s**t and I love teaching you” He pushes off the bed he walks to me I look down he touch my chin lift my face “I don’’t want to see you do that again you are the epitome of absolute f*****g perfection and you have nothing to be ashamed of, Shame is for the ugly and baby nothing about you is ugly. So keep your head up and own that shit.” He releases my face grabbing my hand pulling me back to the bed. He sits with his knees spread, patting the space between them. I sit between his legs his bare chest on my back feels so good. I feel self consiuous because we are facing the mirrored wall and all I can see is my nakedness. He leans into me putting his lip on my neck kissing and sucking, chills erupt traveling all over, reaching forward he grips my knees spreading them apart “ keep them open” he reaches back for a moment then I hear a sudden vibrating noise. Grabbing my hand and placeing the vibrating bullet in it, His hand never moves from the top of mine guiding our hands starting at my knee moving slowly up my thigh tracing ever so lightly with the bullet. He then places his other hand on my throat and lips to my ear “ I want you to look at how beautiful you are. “ He then moves our hands to my most sincitive spot moving the toy around in my wetness his thumb stroking my neck his breathing is heavy in my ear. The tension in my body builds, I let out a moan and his hardness jerks behind my back “That’s it babygirl let yourself go” I let out another moan this sensation is different than the last I felt, has grip tightens again and I lean my head back and close my eyes. He pulls our hands back “ Ah ah ah, I want you to watch yourself and know that you are in control, you have the world in the palm of your hand babygirl, own the power you have.” I look him in his eyes and I think I understand what he means, he look an unhinged mess and that is empowering all in its self. Continuing to look him in the eyes I begin to feel more free moving without his guidance and finding the spots to push me closer and closer to the edge. Never breaking eye contact moaning relentlessly, I reach back grabing a handful of his hair, he realeases a groan in my ear that pushes me all the way over the edge. I’m in pure extacy “ That’s it you are a f*****g queen” ,Kissing an biting my neck I start to come down and he turns me to where he is cradling me and rubbing my hair “you are an absolute dream babygirl” I finally gather my barings getting up to get dressed, Nik helps me and strangely the awkwardness has worn off and even though I have come down from my high I still feel so empowered, The way Nik looked at me and talked to me has shifted something in me. I go to leave and I’m stoped by a hand on my arm “ hey Ellie I believe this now belongs to you” holding up the toy, I feel my cheeks heat. Making his was over to me holding it up“ that is if you still want it or I could just hold onto it for you until you want to use it again, because I wouldn’t mind?” I reach grabbing it “No thank you, that won’t be necessary” He chuckles “okay, well if you change you mind I am right down the hall.” I look at him a moment longer “ thank you Nik, really for everything and not being mad at me.” He steps forward grabbing my chin “ I could never be mad at you baby girl and it is always my please” Kissing me on the forhead “ You up for a real workout now “ I Laugh “ you know it, Are you ready to have your ass kicked” he makes a fake shock look “Ellie I am shocked, what a dirty mouth you have, I like it.” We leave his room heading back to the gym an spend the rest of the day like nothing ever happened. I love our relationship I trust Nik and that is a comforting feeling.