Days pass after I spent the night with Roman, he was such a gentleman caring for me and always there for me when i need him. The caring way he took me that night is on constant replay in my mind. Roman hasn’t been around much since but he said he was very busy lately always texting me to check in when he can. I hope I didn’t jump in too fast and make myself look like I was easy, all the alcohol and then the way Aleksandr made my insides turn to jelly I couldn’t contain myself any longer. I had to know what it felt like to be a woman and Im not disappointed. Constant flashbacks hit me as I walk around the house and I get hot all over again. Signing to myself I walk back to my room after I get done with my morning workout to shower, after I wash off the sweat I flop face first on my bed still wrapped in my towel. I start to have second thoughts about giving up my virtue to a man that isnt my husband, not even a boyfriend. What if they get bored of me, and think im used goods now. I hate how it brings tears to my eyes just thinking about if they will throw me out now. I no longer have anything, he didn’t promise me anything. I mean I started it and pushed him into it, but Im in uncharted waters now. I care deeply for these men im not sure when I started falling for them but i look forward to seeing them daily, getting texts to check up on me. Especially the fun times we have together, eating breakfast, gym workouts and experiancing new thrilling things only they have been able to show me. I start to panic and worry what they will think of me once they find out I know they are brothers and they share everything with each other. In the middle of all my crazy thoughts there’s a knock at my door, I stand from my bed and tighten the towel around me since i have not dressed yet. Opening the door Viktor is standing there with his hands tucked into his pants pockets, he looked up at me and I feel his heated gaze up slowly from my bare feet up to my face. He didn’t expect me to answer my door in only a towel, I can tell by the way he’s looking me. “Uhm hey Ellie, did I come at a bad time?” Shaking my head “No, not at all. Want to come in?” I invite him inside my room he nods and walks in shutting the door behind him. “Im going to go throw some clothes on, Ill be right back” I tell him with heated cheeks I’ve never been so exposed. Well I take that back because Roman seen every part of me a few nights ago. Stupid ellie letting the alcohol steer me in directions I shouldn’t and crossing lines i have no clue about. I make quick work of getting dressed and walk back out to see Viktor sitting on the edge of my bed “What’s up? Is there somthing wrong?” I ask him. He looks like he is about to give me the worst news and I go back to panicking, of coarse he knows about the other night. I lower my head in shame and wait for him to tell me I have to leave. “I just wanted to come check on you, I havnt been around a lot with everything being to busy with work. I dont want you to think im avoiding being around you. I also wanted to ask if you had a good time the other night at the club?” I know my face immediately turns crimson, maybe he doest’t know yet but who am I kidding he might be just waiting for me to tell him myself. “I understand, you have a business and it takes a lot of your time I would never think you are avoiding me. I know you carry a lot on your shoulders being the oldest and have the most responsibilities. I had a great time the other night, probably too much” I say lightly. “ I appreciate you coming to check on me” I add. He chuckles “Im happy you enjoyed yourself at the club you looked carefree out there dancing, Im glad we were able to get out and loosen up some.” I nod my head because I feel it coming, hes going to tell me i need to move along hes just easing into it. “What’s wrong love? You look pale, are you feeling alright?” I look at him with my eyes burning “are you here to kick me out? I would rather you just come out and tell me now” tears fall down my face and I quickly wipe them away and Viktor stands and comes over to where im standing. He standing in front of me and brings his hand to my chin to raise it so im looking at him “What makes you think im going to somthing like that love? I would never make you leave, what’s going on in that pretty head of yours?” I shake my head “I did things, things that aren’t right after the club. I was so drunk and everything was such a mess with Aleksandr. He was so controlling and everything happened so fast before i knew it I did somthing with him and he made me feel unworthy. I was upset after and ran to Roman because he always seems to make me feel better and cares about my feelings. When I was with Roman and told him what happened he made me feel better and safe about the situation. I felt so loved and appreciated I lost all sence, one thing led to another and I let him take my virginity.” I confess to him if hes wasnt’t going to make me leave before he will now. I keep my head down waiting to be reprimanded by him but he stays quiet. His breathing is coming out a little fast and i see his hands curled into fists and I know its coming. “Love look at me” I slowly look up at him “You have nothing to worry about, you have feelings and its normal to want to act on that. Im only angry that Aleksandr treated you so poorly he knows better and also knows that isnt the way we treat women. Im not here to judge you for anything, we are brothers and you live in this house with all of us. Somthing was bound to happen sooner than later, but you never have to feel like you will be punished for acting on your feelings love.” He wraps me in a hug “I would love it if you were to live here permanently, I know things aren’t ideal but we love having you here. We all want you to stay love” I feel so over whelmed, he doesn’t hate me and they want me to stay? Even though I have nothing to offer and they still want me Im so emotional and can’t help but to hug him tight “I want to stay, I dont want to leave” he wraps his hands around me and hold be tight. We stay like that until i’ve calmed down and the tears have stopped. I start to pull away and look up at him and smile “ thank you for being so nice to me and understanding. I’ve never felt so cared for.” He smiles and nods and he keeps looking at me and his gaze starts to turn dark the longer he looks at me.
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Viktor
I can’t believe she actually thought I would throw her out after she gave herself to Roman. I knew what happened, I know everything that happens in this house. I wanted her to feel comfortable talking to me about things but i never thought her mind would wander so far. She is mafia royalty but we want her, hell we crave her. I wouldnt be able to go back to a life without her now that she has been here. Make no mistake I want her in every way, when she opened the door in just her towel i almost lost it. It took alot of self control not to pin her to wall and have my way with her. Being the Don I have more work than the rest of my brothers so that limits my time with her, but tonight i plan to spend with her. Looking at her now she looks relieved. Now that she knows i dont plan to make her leave, her mood has lifted and back to my happy girl. Im still sporting a tent in my trousers, she brings it out of me. I’ve had enough, It’s my turn to have her. All my brothers have had some type of connection with her and i’ve only had conversations in passing. “Come on love, come with me?” She looks at me and nods I take her hand in mine and lead her to my room. I plan to show her just how much I care and want her tonight. I have been patient and im not a very patient man when it comes to somthing or someone I want. I walk her down the hall to my room I open the door for her and she enters slowly and stops waiting for me to follow and turn the lights on. I walk in behind her and flip the lights dimming them so they aren’t bright but just right for what i have in mind for tonight. She turns to me and looks at me with those big beautiful brown eyes, and i can’t stop myself from going to her. I dont waste any time as i grab her face holding her and slam my lips to hers. It doesn’t take long and she is kissing me back as her arms wrap around the back of my neck her nails biting into my skin. I let her face go and grab her hands and pull them away, bringing them over her head holding them together with one hand. I walk her back until her back hits the wall her eyes fly open as she gasps. I continue to kiss her and start trailing down her jaw to her neck. Sucking and biting her making her wither under my hold. “Be a good girl for me and let me show you just how much i want you to stay love” she looks at me and i go back to sucking and biting her neck while my free hand grabs her hip and I pull her to me. Our bodies are flush against eachother and i press my erection to her stomach. She gasps again “oh Viktor, please” she moans and I loose it. I release her grabbing her with both hands hoisting her up and walking over to my bed I toss her on top. She bounces and looks at me shocked as i’ve just manhandled her, she hasn’t seen anything yet. I walk over to my nightstand and grab restraints. She eyes me closely and looks at what i’ve grabbed from my nightstand, her eyes grow wide as i walk over to her on the bed. “Dont worry love i would never do anything to hurt you, you will enjoy everything im about to do to you.” She doesn’t say a word just lays very still I grab her hands and put them in the cuffs I brought out and move down to sit on the balls of my feet. “You look like perfection laying there cuffed to my bed” i smile at her. Her breathing is heavy but i see her n****e pebble under her shirt and a growl escapes my throat I move up her body slowly. I attack her lips again slowly making my way down her neck to her breasts. I raise her shirt, happy she sin’t wearing anything underneath. “You have such a perfect body love, look at you. You’re n*****s are so hard for me, wanting and waiting for me to suck on them, play with them. Im going to take my time worshiping this perfect little body.” She lets out a breathy moan so I take that as permission to continue I lean down and capture her t**s in my mouth. God she tastes like heaven, and so responsive to my touch. I could stay her and do this all night. After i show both breast the same amount of attention I slowly start kissing and licking my way down her stomach to her waistband. Her back arches off the bed as she moans beneath me “are you wet for me love?” She moans out but doesn’t answer my question. I take the waistband of her night shorts and pull them down her legs and throw them to the floor so she is completely bare. She has a body made for sinning and im the devil wanting his prize ready to devour her. I lean down slowly until my mouth in centimeters from her p***y. I grab her legs and spread them as far as they will go, i dont want anything in my way when I devour her p***y. “God love you smell so good, im going to lick this p***y until you come all over my mouth but you only come when i tell you to, understand?” “Yes” she moans and i decend the rest of the way and lick up and down her slick folds. I growl “you taste even better than I imagined love” she’s a moaning mess with her back arched off my bed. I insert a finger inside her p***y as i attack her swollen c**t and she tightenes around me. “Dont come until i say, or you will be punished love” she throws her head back “please Viktor, please let me come i can’t hold it much longer” she is exceptional but she needs to learn to accept im in control here. I slow my pace as i lick down to her ass and slowly back up to her c**t, she is about to come “come now” i command as i plung two fingers inside her p***y fast and hard as i suck on her c**t. She comes undone squeezing my fingers and screaming out “oh god Viktor” she milks my fingers and after she is trying to catch her breathe. I lick the rest of her juices form her cunt and move up her body. I push my pants down and toss them to the floor, and pull my shirt over my head. She starts checking me out looking up and down my abs and deep v before her eyes land on my erect d**k. He is at full mass and leaking pre c*m from the tip. It’s almost painful. “Im going to f**k this sweet tight cunt so hard you wont be walking normal for days love” i dont give her much time to respond as i slam into her p***y with one thrust. She moans out and looks pained at first so i still myself and wait for her to tell me when. After a couple minutes she starts to move her hips and that’s my que to move. I start thrusting in and out of her p***y, i make sure to take it easy at first. I gradually pick up spread and she starts to scream loader. “Oh god Viktor im so close, please dont stop” I can not explain the amount of pleasure it gives me that im the first to be able to get her to this level of pleasure. I continue to slam into her cunt, her p***y starts to get tighter and i know she is close. “Such a good girl taking all of me and trying to milk my c**k. You are choking my d**k so well, and it feels like heaven love” she must like my dirty mouth because she starts to come undone. “Oh im coming Viktor” she’s practically screaming and it does somthing to me hearing the noises she makes. “Im not going to last long baby girl” I tell her because she feels f*****g amazing wrapped around my d**k. I keep slamming into her and I follow her. Shacking at how hard ive just came ive never come so hard in my life. She just doesn’t know how much I crave her now, i wont be able to get enough. She is so addictive once you get a taste you can’t stop. I pull out and lay beside her, reaching over and undoing her restraints so she is free i lay on my back. Trying to catch my breath i look over at her to see her already looking at me. “That was amazing Vik” she says nervously so i grab her hand “yes it was and you can always come to me if you ever need more, i know i wont be able to stay away from you because you have the best cunt ive ever had love.” Her face turns red after my confession. She isnt used to the dirty talk but she will, because there’s no way i will be able to stop. We lay there in silence for a while and my eyes start to get heavy but before i fall asleep i feel movement on the bed. Opening my eyes looking over at her “where you going love?” She stops moving “i need the bathroom” i nod and close my eyes again. I hear the door open from my en-suite and feel her get back into bed, what i didn’t expect is for her to climb on me to straddle me. Im instantly rock hard again “What are you doing love? Do you want more?” I ask her “I want to show you how much I want to stay, let me take care of you like you did for me?” Im over the moon with her confession. “Do whatever you want love, im all yours” she leans forward and puts her lips to mine. Her tounge comes out and licks mine, and makes her way to my neck. She starts to nip and lick my neck and i let out a groan “love you are killing me here.” Letting her know she is doing an amazing job, she isn't experienced in this situation so i want to make her feel better so she doesn't get nervous. She pulls away breathing hard matching mine, lifts her hips and eases my c**k inside her slick p***y. Once im fully inside her she starts to move im and down and i have to hold myself back because she is doing so well. “Your doing so well love, i will never last like this. Watching you bounce on this d**k, your perfect titties bouncing in my face and the best view.” I look down and see her bare p***y and almost loose it. She’s a moaning mess but i let her take over and finish. She comes soon after very loudly and i take that moment to flip her on her back. Still inside her “my turn love, I wamt you to scream my name for me.” Some time later after we have had our fill of eachother I know she must be sore, I take her to get cleaned up and we get back into bed. I hold her to me as we both fall asleep and i have the best sleep ive had in a very long time.