My shoulders dropped. Never did I experienced so much depression as now. The game did not start yet I feel that I will lose this time. I have no ability to please other people. That is already a given fact. Since young, I have been an eyesore to many. "Get her out of here! I don't want her in my life and I don't want to see her. I don't want to see you, too. Get out of here!" I felt my heart cringe the moment I remembered the first words that I heard from the man whom my mom introduced as my dad. We searched for him for days but the moment we saw him, that was his response when mom told him that they have me. With innocent eyes, I looked up at him. That was my first time to encounter a person called dad. However, that was my first time getting scared of people. His face was so scary. H

