Juniper POV
I walked back to the dorm with a tight, clenched purpose that didnât match how rattled I was underneath. Every step felt loud, Tristanâs words kept overlapping each other in my head.
When I got inside, I didnât even bother pretending I was okay.
The dorm door clicked shut behind me, and chaos greeted me before I could breathe. Noah and Mabelâs voice drifted through the hallway like a curseâno shame, no consideration, the kind of loud moaning that made my skin crawl. Their voices rose and fell in sickening rhythm, thick with heat and entitlement, as if the building itself belonged to them.
I rolled my eyes so hard it practically hurt. Groaned. Covered my ears with both hands like I could physically block the sound from burrowing into my skull.
Then I managed to open my room door.
I slipped inside like a thief and slammed it shut, the impact rattling the hinges. For one blessed second, silence.
That second didnât last.
Mabelâs laugh came through the door, bright and mocking, like she could still hear me even when I was behind a lock. Like she was pleased with herself for ruining something she didnât even understand.
My jaw tightened until it ached.
Fine, Iâll ruin it back.
I crossed to my desk, grabbed my Bluetooth speaker, and fumbled on my phone with clumsy anger. My fingers were shakingânot from fear, but from that ugly mix of humiliation and rage that never made sense when it was convenient.
The beat kicked on loud enough to shake dust off the shelf.
I turned my room into a private club the moment the music startedâthrowing my body into the rhythm like I could replace my thoughts with motion. My hands stayed in my pockets. I didnât care how ridiculous I looked. I didnât care if the walls thought I was unhinged.
I danced anyway.
The bass thumped through my bones, drowning out Mabelâs laugh and Noahâs smug, stupid grunts. The sound ridiculously soothed me in a way. Donât ask me why, but it did for a while.
Untilâ
My back pocket brushed against something that wasnât fabric.
I froze, the music still blasting, my weight shifting wrong as my mind suddenly caught up. For a second, I thought I imagined itâmaybe a random receipt, maybe a tag from a bag Iâd shoved in too fast.
But the shape was too flat. Too⊠paper.
My stomach tightened.
Suspicion is a loud feeling. It grows teeth in your chest and gnaws until you check. I reached back slowly, keeping my face neutral as if I wasnât about to go spelunking for evidence in my own pocket.
My fingers brushed the edge of a folded sheet. I pulled it out just enough to feel the paper catch the light. My pulse ticked faster.
What the hell?
Who put this in my pocket?
And why?
Before I could unfold it all the way, my phone began ringing.
The sound cut through the music like a blade. The speaker kept thumping, but the ringing demanded attention anywayâmy screen lighting up across my desk like a warning sign.
I stared at the caller ID.
It was a number with no name attached, unsaved. My throat went dry.
Noah and Mabel were loud enough outside to qualify as background noise. Tristan had been in my head all day. This call wasnât any of that.
I answered.
âHello?â I said, voice flat. No politeness, no warmth.
A breath.
Then Tristanâs voice slid through the speaker of my phoneâlow, tight, distressed in a way I didnât think he was capable of. The edge in his tone hit me first, like a bruise forming.
âJuniper,â he said.
I rolled my eyes so hard it was practically a reflex. âWhat now?â
His silence lasted half a beat too long.
Then: âIâm at the door. Open up.â
My stomach tightened at the phrase âopen upâ. Like he owned the air in my room.
âWhy should I do that?â I asked, already angry at the question I didnât even want to consider. âYou donât live here.â
His voice sharpenedâfrustrated, bordering on strained. âDid youâby any chanceâsee a paper in your back pocket?â
I looked down at the folded sheet in my hand like it could defend me. âYes.â
Another pause from him. Then, quieterârelief and something else twisted together. âOkay.â
I shouldâve felt calm.
Instead, heat rushed up my neck. âWere you the one that put it there?â I snapped, because anger was easier than confusion.
Tristan didnât answer right away.
Silence stretched long enough to fill the room with uncertainty. The music kept thumping in the background, and my speaker seemed too loud now, like it was mocking me for trying to control the noise.
Then Tristan exhaled, slow. âJuniperâcome open the door first.â
His tone told me there was more to it than a piece of paper. Something he didnât want me to discover alone. Something he didnât want me to see when I unfolded it.
That shouldâve made me feel trapped. Instead, it made my spine straighten.
âIâm not your secretary,â I muttered, but my hand was already moving toward the door.
I didnât unlock it yet. I opened my mouth like I could demand answers and stop the drama before it escalated.
But when I looked down, my fingers still held the paper. I realized, with a cold snap of clarity, that whatever was written on it could be dangerous. Not in the dramatic movie sense. In the real-life senseâsomeone setting a trap and calling it a game.
âHow low can you go, Tristan?â I asked into the phone, voice sharp enough to cut. âPlaying some childish game.â
(And yeah, maybe I was louder than I meant to be. Maybe I was furious enough to make my voice carry.)
Another sighâfrustrated this time, but not careless. âCome open the door.â
Fine.
I stepped closer to the door and unlocked it with more force than necessary. I pulled it open.
Tristan stood in the hallway like heâd been carved out of impatience. His expression was tight, his eyes searching mine like he couldnât decide whether I was a victim or a threat. For the first time, he didnât look smug.
He looked⊠ready to fix something before it exploded.
He walked into my room without waiting for permission, the kind of move that used to piss me off even when he did it casually.
Today it pissed me off more, because something about the urgency made him feel like danger with intent.
He didnât bother looking at the music. Or the fact that the room smelled faintly like my shampoo and sweat. His focus zeroed in on the paper in my hand.
âWhereâs the paper?â he asked.
I stood in the doorway like a barrier. âIn my hand.â
Tristanâs gaze flicked to it, then to my eyes. His jaw tightened.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â I demanded. âEntering my room without invitation.â
He ignored me.
âI asked where the paper is.â His voice lowered, firmer now, like he was trying to keep control of the situation with sheer will.
I lifted my handâslowly, dramatically, like I was giving him what he wanted while still refusing to surrender fully. âRight here.â
His eyes locked onto the sheet.
Something in his face shiftedâalarm, maybe, or a kind of controlled panic that tried to hide behind irritation. He looked like he could smell what I might find on it.
That made me angry all over again.
I couldâve unfolded it right there. I couldâve read it out loud and forced him to explain himself or whatever. My body buzzed with the urge to know, because knowing felt like power.
Instead, I raised the paper higher and started to pull it open.
âWhatâs evenââ I began, but Tristan moved.
Fast.
He lungedânot to grab my wrist, not exactly, but to shove the paper out of my line of sight, like he was trying to prevent my eyes from seeing what was on it. Like the content mattered more than his pride, more than my privacy, more than everything he usually acted like.
I flinched backward, startled by the sudden motion.
My foot caught on the edge of my rug, and the room tilted.
The desk vibrated with the beat from the speaker, still stupidly loud, still clinging to the moment like it didnât understand this was real.
My standing lamp sat just beside me, upright, perfectly in the way.
Tristanâs shoulder collided with mine and everything jolted at once. The lamp wobbled, then crashed down with a sharp, sudden sound that cracked the air.
The impact wasnât graceful. It was heavy and final.
Tristan and I went down with it, both of us collapsing onto the floor as the lamp fell between us.
My breath punched out of me. My head bounced once against the ground and I tasted dust instantly. Tristanâs weight landed awkwardly, close enough that I could feel the heat of him, the tension in his body, the way his arm braced to stop himself from going too far without actually being able to stop.
The paper fluttered out of my grip and skidded across the room, edges catching on the carpet like it wanted to stay hidden.
For a second, I couldnât tell what was whereâhim, me, the lamp, the sound ringing in my ears like a threat.
Then the hallway exploded.
The dorm corridor door slammed hard enough to shake the frame. Followed by fast heavy footsteps.
âJuniper?â Noah called, sharp and confused.
âMabel, I think sheâsââ Noah started, then his words snapped into silence the instant the door to my room flew open.
Noahâs voiceâwrecked, stunned, louder than any moaning outside ever wasâhit the room like a hammer.
âJuniper!â
The door swung wide.
Noah and Mabel burst into my room like the world had taught them the worst timing possible. Both of them froze mid-step when their eyes landed on what they found:
Me on the floor, Tristan on top of me.
The lamp shattered beside us, music still thumping faintly through my speaker like it hadnât gotten the memo that everything went wrong.
Mabelâs face went blank in the exact way people do when theyâre trying not to react, and failing.
Noahâs mouth opened.
And the only thing he could manageâonly thing his brain allowed throughâwas raw disbelief.
âWhat the f**k!â
The words hung in the air, loud and ugly, swallowing every other sound.
Tristanâs breath hitched above mine, tense and tight like heâd been running the moment before this collision happened.
And my stomach dropped, because the second Noah saw us like this, stopped being mine to control.
It became their problem too.
And my room, my safe, private mess of noiseâhad officially turned into a scene.