Bestfriend

Fourteen

Mya

There August goes again with being distant. Man sometimes I can't deal with him.

So I grabbed my headphones and played Jhene Aiko's The Worst. I just nodded my head to the beat until she began singing.

Tell me what you say now?

Tell me what you say

Come again?

If you cannot stay down

Then you do not have to pretend

Like there is no way out

I shoulda never let you in

Cause you got me fazed out

And don't take this personal

But you're the worst

You know what you've done to me

And although it hurts I know

I just can't keep runnin' away

I don't need you

But I want you

I don't mean to

But I love you

Tell me what you say now

Tell me what you say?

You said that you would come again

You said that we would remain friends but

You know that I do not depend on

Nothing or no one

So why would you show up

So uninvited then

Just change my mind like that

Please don't take this personal

But you ain't shit

And you weren't special

Til I made you so

You better act like you know

That I've been through worse than you

I just can't keep running away

But I don't need you

Everybody's like

He's no item

Please don't like em

He don't wife em

He one nights em

I never listened

No

I shoulda figured though

All that s**t you was spittin'

So unoriginal

But it was you

So I was with it

Then tell you the truth

Wish we never did it

Cause I usually do

Stick to the business

But you came out the blue

And then you just flipped it

God damn baby

My mind's blown

Be forgettin'

You live in a different time zone

Think I know what this is

It's just the time's wrong

Yeah I know what you did

But baby I'm grown

And my love is patient

And kind, and shit

This is real we can build

Through different types of shit

If you was really the realest

Wouldn't be fightin' it

I think your pride is just

In the way

Funny how everything changed

Once you got all that you wanted

Nothing was ever the same

And though

I don't need you

I still want you

I don't mean to

But I love you

I don't need you

But I want you

I don't mean to

But I love you

I didn't even realize I was crying until I felt tears on my arms. I quickly wiped them and decided to call August again.

"Hello ?" he answered, out of breath.

"I wasn't expecting you to answer. But why are you so out of breath ?" he just started laughing.

I heard heels clicking on the floor in the background but I seen nobody around.

"August, who is that ?"

"Who is who ?" oh so now he wanna play stupid.

"I know you heard those heels too." he started laughing like I was joking.

"Babe, can you hurry up on the phone ?" I heard a girl say. I chukled and hung up.

Man these low down men can be something else. I put my headphones back in and had it on loop.

August

"Hazel, what you doing here ? And where are you clothes ?" she just had on a white crop top, short shorts and silettos.

"I know you miss me, baby." she said in a seductive voice, livking her lollipop.

"No, I don't now. Get out." she still didn't move. I got up and put her over my shoulder and her on my porch and slammed the door and locked it.

Then glass shattered from in the kitchen. I grabbed my 9 mm from on the table and snuck to the kitchen, hiding behind the wall.

I peeked and seen 3 buff guys dressed in black walking in. I pointed my gun and shot one in his temple.

The others started shooting and they stopped and I caughed another one in his stomach.

The other one shot me in my chest. I fell to the ground as blackness took over me.