You don't even have the mental capacity to decide what you're going to do?" my mother exclaimed. I'm looking down at my feet. I'm unable to look at her. I'm terrified. I was close... Despite the fact that I was on the verge of death, I am still in my room. As soon as she received the news, my mother exclaimed to me. I wanted to speak up and tell her what had happened, but she seemed skeptical. How was I going to defend myself? Tears will not spontaneously appear in my eyes now. I'm exhausted. My body is exhausted. "You can't talk because I'm right! You just want our attention and you didn't even think about how we'll react when we hear the news about you!" she said again, causing me to close my eyes. "Mom, please stop it. Nicole is bleeding; do I need to call for a doctor?" my twin si

