Secrets Of A Scorned Woman

Bullshit With A Shot Of Truth

I wake up to birds chirping, a light breeze across my goosebumps skin, and a warm tingly feeling covering my back. I feel a big thick stick poking me in the back, turning over and I come face to face with a naked, sexy, and undeniable Damien. My face heats up to a million degrees as I try to silently get up and away from him, only for it to backfire massively as he suddenly grunts before throwing his very toned arm across my body. The heat from his arm makes my n*****s throb being so close. 

‘Lily’ Cleo whimpers in my mind and I understand as I’m barely holding it together myself. This man is a f*****g hunk and there is no denying that. I slowly began to shimmy my way from underneath his arm, finally making it out I get up as quiet as possible knowing damn well what would happen if he woke up, no we didn't do anything last night but still between everything going on, Malcolm’s situation, and the fact that this is Damien my mate’s brother the same brother that is still hiding something from me about the situation of my mateship it just would not be a good idea to be here when he woke up especially since we are both naked. I quickly tip toe away trying to get far enough to shift without him hearing me, I suddenly hear him groan and that ladies and gentlemen is my cue to haul ass. I shift as fast as Cleo would allow me to and we begin to run, as the wind is sweeping through our fur I have a thousand thoughts going through me, my mind a big jumbled mess. Why does it have to be him? Why does my wolf and soul crave him lately when before I knew to stay away no matter what Malcolm had done it was forbidden for me to be that way towards him in the least bit. Even if we broke the bond let’s say he did come with me then what? We live as Rogues forever just because we become traitors to our pack, that is no way for us to live. I need to stay away from him yet at the same time he still has stuff about mine and Malcolm’s predicament that he hasn’t told me yet. So I am damned if I do and damned if I don't. 

‘Cleo I need you to help me, we cannot get any closer to Damien or Malcolm. We need to find out everything we can about what the council told Malcolm regarding our mating when it first happened as well as recently, what made him all of a sudden want to go to counseling and work on us? We need to find all that out while we also find out who is trying to kill us off, why they would team up with rogues, hunters and of course witches since they are the only ones that can do the kind of damage that is happening. Now while we attempt to find out all this, we need to be preparing ourselves for the latter as well, where we are gonna go, what exactly we plan on doing once our bond is broken and we have solved all the other s**t. Mainly we need to keep ourselves safe which means staying away from both brother’s unless necessary.’ Cleo just whimpers before nodding. I know that is a lot of s**t to do and take in but we have to be the bigger she wolf and do it, for our sake. ‘We have been running for a while Cleo where are you headed?’ I ask once my brain settles down a bit and notices our surroundings. 

‘Ceo got a message from JAz to meet her at yall’s spot’ Cleo says matter of factly. ‘So that is where I’m headed.’ Nodding, I sit back while Cleo does all the controlling and think about everything from Malcolm to our future if we have one that is. Before I know it we come to an abrupt stop and Cleo is realising a earth shattering growl. 

‘What’s wrong?’ I ask, looking through her eyes. I don’t see anything but she is better at that than I am.

‘I smell rogues Lily, instead of fighting we are just going to run ok?’ I send my feelings to her letting her know I have her back in whatever decision she makes. Before we can take off we hear howling in the distance, it’s so familiar that it drives me nuts trying to place the wolf on top of the howl. 

“LILY!” I hear Damien’s voice scream for me and I panic he can’t come this way, he cannot follow me. SO I do the one thing I can think of and ask Lily to open a mindlin k to him and his wolf.

“Do not follow me Damien. What happened last night may have been innocent but it was a mistake and I can’t get caught doing something so stupid especially with my mate’s rejected brother. You are just like Malcolm, you don’t care about me, you only want to use me to get back at him as well as your mate, hell you are still lying to me and keeping things that involve me from me. Please leave me the f**k alone as I do not want anything to do with you anymore, I have a mate and he is not you.” I’m crying by the time I’m done but it needs to be done. He can't smell the rogues or he’ll try to protect me, I can’t let him do that. Just like I can’t make any more mistakes with my life already on a thin line. 

“f**k you Lily. At least I had a given mate instead of jumping on the first unmated wolf that came my way. That is why you are being punished now for not waiting on your fated mate no instead of taking someone else's mate. Too bad the one you picked only went along with it because of your white wolf and fine ass. He didn’t care about you he only faked it to keep his title as Alpha, he has been f*****g cheating on you this whole time he just got tired of hiding it” Hurt, confusion, and anger swirl inside me what the f**k is he talking about? Instead of linking him back I block him from my mind as I stew over what he just said. In my upset state I didn't realize that Cleo had gotten us to the area we were to meet Jaz in, the smell of rogues was so much stronger now making my stomach uneasy. I look up and see Jaz standing beside her rock with 3 rogue wolves around her, instantly I rush towards them only to be stopped in mid air by my best friend.

“They are with me Lily, they have some information I think you want to hear.” Jaz says a stern look on her face, this can’t be good.