Secrets Of A Scorned Woman

The Real Fun Begins

   Heart pounding, sweat rolling down my face, my breasts ache, and oh dear moon goddess my s*x is throbbing... "We can't?" my lip quivers as I utter the words meant to be a statement but of course my weak ass libido makes it out a question. "You sure about that? You don't sound so sure Lily." Before my mind can catch up to what is happening, I feel the most pleasurable feeling I have ever had, my chosen mate never could make me feel this way. My toes curl, my breasts heave as I get closer and closer to hell, each spark sending me plummeting out of control. I try to look the man in the eyes to see who he was but the only thing I manage to do is fall flat into the pit of hell as my p***y quivers, my stomach tightens, my legs quiver, and my f*****g orgasm burst through me causing a scream moan sort of sound to escape my lungs."Ohhh f**k!!" Once reality struck that some man, who I don't even know a name for, just gave me the most memorable night of my life. As I am about to ask the needed information I am ripped away from this fantasy as cold hands shoot up my arm.

"Yeah I'm up, I'm up!" I groan out as my so-called mate shakes my shoulder taking me away from whatever the hell that was. 

"Lily baby you fell asleep on your paperwork. I let you sleep for about 2 hours but that Missy is all you're getting away with." he chuckles lightly before handing me yet another stack of files. 

"Why can't we go have fun Malcolm? If we are really back to the old us then it shouldn't be a problem right?" I whimper out as I internally shudder, don't get me wrong I am trying my best to get over it but with s**t like what just happened I kinda panic not knowing what else to do. So I use this excuse a lot now especially since the counseling appointment we had last week.

“Lily, please do we gotta go through this again?!” he rubs his scrubby chin while staring at the paper in his other hand. “You know I feel like we are definitely back to our old selves, the s*x is great as usual, our spark is there again, and you haven’t complained about well you know…. Doing work till today. So what gives? Why the sudden push to have fun?” The word fun sounds strained in his voice, telling me this was a sour subject seeing that was what started this whole mess.

“Nothing Mal it’s just I miss how we were when we first met, always in one another’s company, embrace and of course bed, but now I don’t know what’s wrong guess we just weren’t meant to stay that couple huh?” I couldn’t stop the words coming from my mouth, it was a case of word vomit from hell. I regret asking as soon as I see the look of rage and sadness or something regretful pass through his features, his eyes gleaming with it. 

Crash! It nearly makes me jump outta my skin as the chair goes barreling across the room, my heart racing. I look to the source to only realize he left me here alone. I didn’t think a question could upset somebody so bad. Wishing to get over the recent events I head towards the kitchen, the smell of truffle mac and cheese begging my nose to follow it. Entering the kitchen I am met with a rock solid muscular and shirtless sexy ass torso. 

I could lick every damn muscle of said chest as suddenly it’s within my grasp. My hands shoot out feeling the delicious male wolf before I  can stop them and honestly I probably wouldn't  have. I know he smells my arousal as his eyes are now a shade of pitch black that scares me, the wild animal in him is demanding and so f*****g primal that it used to make my wolf purr. I feel sparks shoot all over me and that ladies and gentleman is when it feels like I am doused with cold water causing me to come back to reality as I suddenly know who my mystery man is, it scares me but excites me at the same time. It is so dangerous to even think these nasty thoughts about him as it would cost me my life seeing as it is probably the most forbidden thing to do in my pack. Oh my Goddess I am gonna get myself killed as the man I want so badly to f**k me is my mate’s Beta as well as his f*****g brother……….

Damien as if he knows looks at me with the most seducing eyes ever before winking at me and walking out, making sure to lightly brush my shoulder. Maybe I'm seeing things cause there is no way that he would ever look at me in such a way. Trying my best to compose myself before someone can have a chance to smell my arousal along with Damien's scent, I start to scoop out the yummy goodness of truffle Mac and Cheese. The best heart warming meal there is. As I’m chewing my unknown number of bites, I notice Damien talking to my MATE and panic seizes my chest before crippling me to this spot. My body begs me to go to him, as my scared brain keeps me there. f**k it Im a grown woman and I am curious as hell so I am totally listening. 

“Malcolm please tell me it is over this time? You can’t keep Lily in the dark forever and you know it. It ain’t fair to you or her man. If you hate doing the Dr sessions, tell her and tell her everything else you just told me. Trust me man, it will help.” Damien’s voice sounds serious and to be honest I have never heard him sound like that.

“Yeah you are probably right but still she had certain conditions to get to a point of trying to forgive me. One was the Doctor, another was you know who was to be banished and one more big one I had to stop all contact with any she wolves. Now out of those 3 what do you think would happen if I opened my fat mouth about something stupid. She would kill me, that's what would happen. She had like 20 conditions dude.” Malcolm all but whimpered the last part as if it was some big deal. 

Suddenly I don’t hear anything when I look up to see them looking my way as if they had caught on to me. Trying my best to hide my emotions I walk over there swaying my hips to loosen the tension in my body. 

“Hey Ya’ll! Have you tried this truffle macaroni it is to die for!” My voice is a little cheerier than I wanted. 

“Not yet babe but I will, I got some errands to deal with so don’t wait for me to do your binge a thon tonight ok?” Malcolm says before kissing my temple and nodding to his brother. Once satisfied with his departure methods he turned and once again left me and this time no sorry about earlier or anything, maybe I am getting too comfortable causing him to get away with too much. Another doctor's suggestions for us to try to get comfortable with each other. 

“You good? I know you heard some of our convo Lily.” Damien’s posture seemed rigid as if he was nervous for some reason. “ So what did you hear?”

“Nothing important apparently except my conditions are apparently too much to ask”  Sarcasm laced my voice. 

“Actually he hasn’t banished the bimbo yet and has been talking to her” his words cause my body to feel trapped. “I want to be honest with you so just ask and I’ll tell just not here or now maybe tonight around binge time?” he questions catching me off guard by his truthful demeanor. 

“Fine. Meet me at Malcolm’s cabin at 8:45 pm so we have time to still  binge watch.” 

“ Yeah, it sounds good. Hey Lily”

“Hmmm.” I released a somewhat nod to see what else it could possibly be as I had already headed towards the door, stopping in the doorway. I slowly looked up at him, my eyes slightly hooded.

“If a man treats his woman as his trash there’s always one that will make you his treasure. One man’s garbage is another man’s fortune.” He says a cocky smile on his face as my face becomes beet red at his words. He walks past me and finishes his speech with “ Think about it Lily would you be garbage or treasure?”