Twisted perfection

Yes

I finally reached the point where I couldn't stand to go another second without touching him, so I reached out and wrapped my palm around his erection. When I felt it, my heart rate increased, and thoughts of how wonderful it had felt inside of me surfaced, causing the muscles in my stomach to twitch in eager anticipation. However, I owed him something to begin with. I c****d my head to the side and licked the drop of moisture that was hanging off the end of it, and then I traced my tongue down the underside of it and back up again. I put the point of it into my mouth and gave it a light sucking before pushing it further down and giving it a deeper sucking as my hand began to move as well. When I arrived, he moaned, grabbed the tops of my arms, and pulled me up his body while shaking his head. I hadn't even been there for a minute at that point.

The flush of embarrassment spread across my face. "Have I made a mistake in some way?" I was shocked because he obviously disapproved of what I was doing, so I asked him.

"No, that's not the case at all. In point of fact, the reverse." His hand got caught up in the hair at the back of my head. "I don't want this to be over too quickly, and the fact that your hot little mouth is sucking on me like that is going to make me finish far too soon," he replied while smirking devilishly.

I couldn't help but chuckle and wriggle around on top of him as a wave of pride washed over me because it was obvious that I had satisfied him. He led my mouth back to his, and as my tongue touched his, I could taste myself on his tongue. As he did this, he guided my mouth back to his. In a strange way, it enhanced the quality of the kiss, making it even more sensual and passionate. His hand moved down my back, cupped my derriere, and shifted me in such a way that we rubbed against each other. As I roughly nibbled on his lower lip, a breathless moan emerged from within me.

"Do you have a condom?" I inquired with a ragged breath, honestly not caring if he responded or not.

In response, he gave a slight nod before moving his hand to the drawer by his nightstand and pushing it open. As he fumbled around in there and pulled out a strip of condoms, I moved away from him and watched as he ripped off a packet and tore it open with his teeth. After that, he pulled out another strip of condoms. He knelt down, applied it with caution, and then looked up at me with a dazzling smile, which I couldn't help but return. I couldn't help but smile back. I fell backwards into the pillows and giggled as I did so as he caught hold of my thighs and jerked me forwards. He chuckled as well, and then maneuvered himself on top of me in order to give me another kiss.

As I threw my arms around his torso and dug my fingers deeper into his back, the atmosphere in the room gave off the impression that it was getting denser. He eased himself into me so slowly that it caused every nerve ending in my body to scream. His hand grabbed the back of my knee and guided it up around his waist. As he continued to press forward gently, my leg was guided up around his waist. Due to the fact that I was on edge, I raised my hips to meet his and inadvertently bit down on his shoulder and buried my fingers into his posterior while doing so.

He let out a groan as he pressed his entire body against mine. “s**t. So good. "I forgot," he groaned as he gave me a passionate kiss while moving gently and beginning a pace that caused my heart to pound violently in my chest.

It was so bizarre when I was like this with Kurt; it seemed as though we were destined to be together. He was such a terrific match for me, and after we were together, everything in my world appeared whole, healed, and incredible. He was the only person in the entire world that I felt comfortable being this close to and allowing to have such influence over me. I had complete faith in him alone.

I was unable to maintain my composure as he had complete control over my body and was perfectly strumming and playing it as if we had done this together a thousand times before. It appeared as though he was aware of precisely how and where to touch me. My mental defenses were beginning to crumble under his touch. As I raised my hips to meet his and clawed at his back in ecstasy, sweat formed a thin layer over my skin and covered it in a sheen. My muscles were working quickly to reach their peak, and with each blow he delivered, he was driving me ever closer to my demise. My body was the recipient of copious attention from his mouth, and it sent me into a state of reckless abandonment.

My pulse was pounding in my ears, and eventually my body shattered, falling apart under him and the skilled touch he applied. My body seemed to be getting hotter and hotter as it went on. I sobbed out his name as tears welled up in my eyes in response to the excruciating sensations. My entire body was trembling with happiness, and my heart was pounding so hard that it hurt my ears. It felt like heaven, like a waking dream. While his lips were on mine, he gave a loud groan as he planted one on my cheek and gave me a kiss that was so intense that made me feel as like it could consume my very being. As he reached the conclusion of his own life, his body became rigid while it was on top of me, and he thrust another couple of times.

After he took a few steps back, I turned my head to look him in the eye. It was easy for me to confuse what he was showing in his eyes with love because of the way he was smiling at me, but I knew it couldn't be love. His eyes were filled with passion and tenderness. I brushed it off as thankfulness because it had been two months since they had any s****l activity.

As he began to pull away from me, he snarled, "Holy s**t, Baby Girl, that was great." He then kissed over my cheeks and nibbled on my earlobe as he did so.

"You were just okay," I jokingly said as he rolled to the side and removed the condom, tossing it into the garbage can before turning back to me and enveloping me in his arms. "You were just okay," I repeated breathlessly.

"Don't tell me… He said it in a sarcastic tone while rolling his eyes in a playful manner. "you've had better," he said. When he said those words, my heart stopped beating. I had never been anywhere else besides with him and John. My eyes burned with tears, and I felt a tightening in my throat. The pupils in Kurt's eyes dilated as he exhaled deeply, shook his head, and cupped his hands over my face. “f**k. I truly apologize. I had no idea, and I certainly did not intend it to be taken that way. I was only kidding. I'm so, so sorry!"

I gritted my teeth and forced a grin, despite the fact that the reminder caused my heart to hurt. It seemed as though there was no way, not even for a second, that I could get away from the sense that I was filthy and used. "Don't worry about it. I lied and said, "Don't worry."

He scowled and then leaned in to give me a peck on the bridge of my nose. While he was kissing the bridge of my nose, he mumbled, "I'm sorry."

"Forget about it, everything will be all right." I was aware that he had in no way intended it to be interpreted in that manner, but the mere reminder of it caused me pain. It was just a joke that he hadn't given any thought to, so I didn't think for a second that he had intended to bring up John in the first place. I was being completely honest when I said, "Just for the record, I believe you were wonderful too, and I'll never have better." Because I'd never have anyone else as a partner, I was certain of that fact. I gave him another passionate kiss before moving in for a chest bump and burying my face in his hair to take in more of his enticing aroma. I instantly felt better. However, despite my attempts to reassure him, his body did not relax. His muscles were still tensed up, and his arms were far too rigid to comfortably encircle me. I took a step back and looked up to see the tension on his face. It was obvious that he was upset with himself. I reached out and used my finger to smooth the line where he had been frowning on his forehead. "I assure you, everything will be OK."