I thought things were getting better. As days passed by, pabigat nang pabigat ang loob ko. Hindi natigil si Papa sa pangungulit sa akin. Hindi na rin naging maganda pa ang takbo ng araw ko nitong nakaraan dahil masyado na akong tambak ng school works. One final exam and I’m done with my third year in college. So, I was really busy with school and my father added up to my stress that I sometimes caught myself being rude at Cole.
Ni isang beses ay hindi ako nag-sorry sa kaniya. Which is kind of toxic. Yeah, it is toxic.
Wala rin naman siyang sinasabi sa akin. Matapos kasi na mapagbuntunan ko siya ng inis ko, diretso na akong pumapasok sa silid. And whenever that happens, he’d wait for me in the living room and ask me if I’m hungry, and that he cooked my favorite food.
Then, we’d be oka
