My mind swirled from the night before, Fia was being checked on through the day while I was at college but my mind worried about her and in between thinking about Santos wondering if we could turn over a new leaf was a strange thought. I couldn’t keep my focus on the professor the sound of his voice reminded me of the teachers from the Charlie Brown cartoons nothing was making sense with my constant wandering mind. In the middle of class I couldn’t take anymore and stood abruptly I didn’t pay attention to the professor calling for me, the other students staring at me I didn’t care. My head was all over the place and frankly, I missed my family, my aunt especially I hadn’t even spoken to her since my wedding I couldn’t bring myself to tell her what happened and one word from her and I would

