FALLING FOR HER INNOCENCE

ANNE

I had never imagined that something like this would ever happen to me. Today is Monday, its been two days already and I have still not overcome the incident on Saturday. What was I supposed to do after all? Waking up with Max lying with me on my bed naked with both of us under the same sheet. I still can't remember what happened before that. I guess I had a lot to drink or should I say he gave me a lot to drink. My head aches so much that I can't even bring myself off the bed. I check my phone and I have twenty missed calls from Max. wow. what guts he has to call me after this has happened. It's already 11 in the morning. I will skip school today and rush to the pharmacy to get some drugs for my headache. My phone beeps and there's a message from an unknown number. I check it and tears begin to flow from my eyes. There's a video of Max and me making out. I fall flat on the bed and it's like the whole world had come to a halt. I can't even bring myself to blame anyone. Yes. I have to blame myself. How could I possibly be so stupid as to trust someone whom I just met to the extent of inviting him to my house. I deserve everything that is happening to me now. No I don't deserve this. How could someone deserve being disgraced this much. I had never made out with anyone before this and now my first make out is out like a s*x tape. This is just to much to inhale. I can't even bring myself to step outside because I know all eyes will be on me. This is just too much to handle. I begin to sob bitterly. After several hours of sobbing, I decided not to cry again. My life has not been easy ever since I was brought to this world. I have no one to cry onto and so now, I will gather up courage to face everyone. I will just walk with my head up straight like nothing has happened. I won't let Max have my life ruined like this. I will continue schooling to achieve all my aspirations. I have no friends in the school. I don't know anybody called Max and that's it.