You were mine.

Let me explain.

*Noah's POV*

She swallowed hardly closed her eyes and said this one harsh word," Liar.". I clasped her hand, seeing her in pain made me depressed. Liar. Victoria. I sighed, hating myself, she was broken because of me. Wolves are more sensitive when it comes to love, especially when it's matters of their mate. I brought my lips to her hand, kissing it softly gazing onto her closed eyes. I traced her perfect full lips with my thumb, knowing that I cannot go on with my life if it's not with her. I decided to end my little "relationship" with Victoria. I heard Bleiz huff in agreement, he was not happy with the idea of not waiting for our mate, and I'm sure as hell glad that I have found her.

I pulled the lever off the portrait down the hall and it open the tunnels. I walked through everyone of them until I opened the door of my  office. And there she sat, wearing really exposing clothes of my office table. I slap my hand over my eyes and through her one off my blazers. I hear her laughing deviously," What you don't like my outfit? You know, you really should get used to it, because I am your Luna after all.", she said taking a step closer towards me and rubs my shoulders. I tense up before turning around and looking at her straight in the eyes while saying," You will never be my Luna. I have found my mate, you are dismissed. And if I ever see you touching a single hair on her head, I will rip your throat out personally.". "Oh, your in a grumpy mood... I can make you feel better.", she says with a seductive smile. That's it. She triggered me, I tried talking to her the nice way, now there's no more Mr nice wolf. I push her to the wall, almost choking her and say," I do not want you to touch me and never think of yourself so highly that you will be fit to my Luna. If you even speak of your simple idea, I will humiliate you in front of the whole pack, and trust me, it'll not be pretty.". I release my grip and walk away, knowing that she is in shock.

I make my way through the passage ways and rush to her suite. I see that she is starting to wake up, and quickly sit on the chair next to her. A frown appears on her forehead and her eyes gently flutter open, while a short groan escapes her mouth.  She sits upright looking frantically around the room and her breathing quickens when she sees me. She takes her wrist and cradles it to her chest, remembering what happened. My mouth hangs open when I realized that I was the one who caused that pain. I see Bleiz bearing his teeth at me in the corner of my mind. 

An apologetic mood washes over my face as I take her cheeks between my hands. She is staring at me with an expression one does not know of. I clear my throat while looking into her green eyes that just turned into a bluish- green. A yellow glint shadows around her irises," Let me explain love... I- I'm sorry I lost it when we were in the woods, I know I have a bad temper and I really am going to make an effort in trying to keep it under control, but I was just so afraid that you tried to run from me, I could hear Bleiz growling at me and I'm pretty sure Twilight heard the apologetic howls, but you mean everything to me. I would swim the oceans for you, no wait- I would make friends with that bloodsucker friend of yours, just to see you smile. I'm sorry, I truly am.". She sighs and looks away, bringing her one hand on my wrist holding it gently, while her face is still in my hands. "I know...but what hurts me is that you didn't wait for me when I waited my entire life for you.", she said forcing the tears that are trying to escape her eyes back. My heart shattered like a stained glass window that has been hit by a rock.  

There was nothing I could say to defend myself, because everything she said was truthful. I didn't wait for her. I just completely abandoned her when I saw Victoria. "Look at me..",, I say softly capturing her eyes. "I know I didn't, and nothing I could say will be a valid defense point. I was selfish, but I cut thing off with her. I want to be yours just as you should be mine, because I know this one thing, and I will stand by it; I can not find it in my soul to live this life without you, I realized it's either you or nothing at all. Because without you, I'm bound to break into a million little pieces.". 

And without any warning she leaned in and kissed me. I loved how she surprised me every time she did something as little as a kiss. It was moments like these that I realized how she was the bandit that stole my heart. She was my dealer and her lips, oh her lips were my drug.