It was peaceful. Quiet. Wonderful. A great place to be alone with my thoughts. I was surprised that I was the only out there, but all the smokers were led out the side door, so this small piece of paradise was likely unknown to many guests, and I revelled in my quiet solitude. I knew I should get back in and find Gary, and try to do damage control for the spectacle I no doubt made of myself on the dance floor, but I couldn't yet bring myself to go back inside to join the stuffy, loud party full of stuffy, loud people. When I thought back to the events that unfolded on the dance floor, I couldn't help but be turned on. This gave me mixed feelings, however, as it meant that not only was I cheating on Gary with a man that I had no insight into his past, let alone his s****l history and his d

