Florence's POV
Work had a rhythm to it that I appreciated.
Not glamorous, not the kind of thing you discussed at dinner parties to make people lean in, but mine. Built by me, paid for by me, sustained by the kind of quiet and consistent effort that nobody witnessed because it happened before the results materialized. That was fine. I had never needed an audience for the work itself. Only for what it produced.
My desk sat near the window on the fourteenth floor, and on a clear day like today I could see a clean slice of the city from my chair. I liked that. I liked being able to look up from my screen and see something moving, something alive, when the spreadsheets and emails started blurring together. The view reminded me there was a world beyond quarterly reports and client meetings, beyond the careful professional mask I wore from nine to five.
I'd been at it since I walked in. Head down, earbuds in, working through my task list with the focused efficiency of a woman who had a very specific reason to finish everything before 3pm. My colleagues probably thought I was just being my usual driven self. They didn't know about the flutter of anticipation that had been building in my chest since I woke up this morning.
Because at 3pm I had somewhere better to be. Mentally, at least.
I pulled up the confirmation email for the watch again. Not because I needed to - I'd read it enough times to have it memorized, could recite the order number and delivery details in my sleep. But seeing it made something warm bloom in my chest, a feeling I'd been chasing more desperately lately than I cared to admit. It was the one he always stopped at when we passed the display case downtown. He never said anything outright. Carter wasn't the type to ask for things directly, to voice his wants or needs without prompting. But I'd learned to watch his eyes, to read the subtle language of his silences. The way they caught on that watch every single time and held there a beat too long before he kept walking, as if forcing himself to move on from something he couldn't have.
I noticed. I always noticed. That had been my superpower in our relationship from the beginning - seeing what Carter couldn't say, translating his quiet into meaning.
I closed the email and sat back in my chair, turning my coffee cup in slow circles on the desk without picking it up. The coffee had gone cold an hour ago, but I kept it there anyway, a prop for my restless hands.
Tonight I'd walk through the door with balloons and flowers and that box, and I'd watch his face do the thing it rarely did in the daylight anymore. Open up. Soften. Remind me of the man I'd fallen for four years ago before the moods settled in and the mornings got quieter and the "alrights" started replacing everything else - replacing "I love you" and "how was your day" and all the small intimacies that used to fill the spaces between us.
I wasn't naive. I knew we had distance between us that hadn't been there before, a gulf that seemed to widen incrementally with each passing month. I felt it in the mornings when I reached across the bed and got silence back, his body present but his mind already somewhere I couldn't follow. Felt it in the evenings when conversation dried up before it ever really started, when we sat on opposite ends of the couch scrolling through our phones instead of talking, instead of touching.
But four years wasn't nothing. Four years was a foundation, was history, was a thousand small moments that had to count for something. And tonight was me choosing, again, deliberately, with a wrapped box and overpriced balloons, to build on it. To remind us both that we were worth the effort, that what we'd built together deserved fighting for.
My computer pinged with a new email and I blinked, pulling myself back to the desk, to the screen, to the slice of city still moving steadily outside my window. People down there going about their lives, unaware of my small domestic drama playing out fourteen floors above them.
3pm was close enough. I could almost taste the anticipation now, sweet and anxious on my tongue.
I put my head back down and returned to work, though my heart had already left the building.