Rise of An Omega

Chapter 12

Sylvia’s POV

The next morning, I get up excited. As I had been instructed by the cute Alpha, I go to see him. He instructs me to start training since I see so weak and easy prey for higher ranked wolves. I am so excited because he assigns me a training coach. I am to start training immediately. I wanted it to be Seb, but his Beta Mason is good too, though he seems so furious all the time. I can’t be choosy since they are only doing me a favor. Instead of subjecting me to torture and menial work, they are training me to be better and stronger.

“Run.” Mason commands the moment I change my clothes to more comfortable ones. I am happy Lucian took it to his liberty to get me clothes. A lot of clothes at that, since I had his bath robe when I arrived here. He has been so good to me. I wished he could be the one to train me. This Mason guy is so grumpy. The field is so huge, I am breathing like s**t after like two minutes of running. Mason looks so annoyed, but he doesn’t say a thing. I am glad, though, I don’t think I can take any name-calling.

“Take this.” He hands me a water bottle. I gulp it down and hand it to him.

“What you need to do is to breathe through your mouth for you to be able to run properly. You need to keep your supply of oxygen going. That’s the only way to avoid muscle soreness. Without a wolf, you might even have muscle pull.” He explains, I nod.

“Go again.” He says. I take all my strength and I run the whole field. I use my past as a motivation. I take my anger out on the field.

“Stop, Sylvia.” I hear Mason yelling, his hands up in the air. Why is he telling me to stop, I want to be better. I don’t want to be picked on by anyone anymore.

“I think you are ready now for sparring.” He says with an impressed look on his face. “You have so much energy in you for such a tiny body. Now what you need to do is eat well, and you will be amazing.” Did he just complement me? I cannot believe it. It’s such a win for me, my first win. The only person I want to tell now is Lucian.

“Thank you, Beta Mason.” I say smiling.

“It's fine, just call me Mason, and you should smile more.” He says as he leaves. What did that statement even mean and why? I brush it off and run towards Lucian’s office. I can’t wait to speak to him. I feel bad as I find his office locked. Oh, well, let me just go to my room now. But as I am about to leave, I hear noises coming from the office, weird noises at that. Is Lucian fine? My heart starts racing so fast, I have to check on him. I open the door abruptly.

“Are you okay, Alpha Luc…” I start speaking, but the sight before me startles me. Lucian is pants down between the thighs of a really pretty naked woman. They are having s*x. Oh! No! I cover my eyes, my heart bleeds. I don’t know why, but I feel betrayed, why do I feel this way?

“What the f**k, can’t you knock?” the lady is the first to speak.

“I am so sorry Alpha Lucian. I didn’t mean to.” I say as a tear escapes my eye, I wipe it off immediately. What will he say when he sees me crying? Alpha Lucian is quiet, not saying a word, his green eyes are just staring at me expressionless, he isn’t angry. “I am so sorry, sorry.” I say as I run outside, closing the door behind me. I run, not stopping or looking either side, I want to crush myself on my bed and cover my head with a pillow. I want to unsee what I have seen. The tight feeling in my chest is unbearable, I cannot even breathe. My room seems so far.

“Hey Sylvia.” I hear Seb’s voice calling for me, but I don’t look. I just run, I open my bedroom door and close myself in before covering myself up as I cry my heart out. Why am I feeling this way? He is the Alpha. He just helped me, with no strings attached. What was I thinking? Would he even look at someone like me? But I am so drawn to him. Deep down, I wanted him to look at me differently, to look at me like a woman. But that can never be possible. Never. I have to get that in my head because if I don’t, I will get hurt.

I look myself in the mirror, what I see is the same girl plain, ordinary with nothing special. All I have to do now is to better myself. I am extremely skinny, I can even count my bones, I need to eat, exercise and train if I want to be better. I also want my wolf, I want her so badly. My muscles are sore, but I will have to endure. I have to be grateful for this pack from taking me in.

Where could I have gone, I have no one, I know no one.

Even after giving myself all the encouragement, my heart seems not to stop? The position that I saw Lucian in is glued to my mind. His hands on the girls’ waist, his d**k in her v****a. The girl’s hands around his neck. It’s so heartbreaking, but why?

I head for a shower, maybe it will help. But it doesn’t, all I can do is cry, at least it helps a little. But I have to stop being this weak, I really do.