It wasn't that I had changed my mind. It was more that I didn't know what kind of mood my woman was in. I figured it would take the next few days to f**k her into submission. As of today she was still being a bit testy. And maybe I should just put my foot down once and for all and stop letting the agent drag me around by my f*****g nose. It was hard to know what to do. Since I had never given much of a f**k before, I was out of my element. My natural instinct is to do as I please, but each time I think of it, I remember her broken look of a few days ago and the s**t guts me. "Yeah but if you keep letting that s**t stop you, you'll be Cierra's little b***h before long." That decided it for me. I'm willing to be a lot of things to make her happy, but a b***h was definitely not one of them

