Mi Young

Mondays

Taeyeon's POV

School.

It's Monday today.

And I hate Mondays because it's the first day of the week and I need to spend five days in school. I don't like school, I'm not fond of it.

And people here are so full of themselves and feeling superior, that's how money works. Well... not really all people, Mi young is my exception.

She's different.

Mi young is kind, smart, adorable, gorgeous and has strong personality like her sister Irene. She's my best friend but I love her more than that.

I confessed my love to her and asked her to be my girlfriend but she rejected me. She said she's not ready to have a relationship and we're still young for that.

We're 16 now, am I being fast or am I rushing her?

I was hurt. No, I'm still hurt.

I'm ashamed about what happened.

I became conceited, cocky and assumed that she loves me too.

Mi young said that she loves me but I doubt that. If she loves me, she wouldn't reject me. Thinking about that, maybe her love isn't that strong to accept me and that makes me even feel worse.

People know her as straight girl and most of the guys here in school are interested to her. Many confessed to her but she didn't reject it while me, she didn't hesitate to do it. She didn't think twice as she said it straight to my face, she's very sorry about it.

I don't have strength to face and talk to her, I can't.

But of course it's killing me, I'm used to be with her.

I miss her so much.

I miss her scent. Her fragrant is so sweet and I can't get enough of it.

I miss her eye smile. That priceless smile that money can't buy, damn incredible. She's stunning!

I miss her being talkative. She always tell what's on her mind, she's very open to me. I'm happy for that because I know she trust me.

I miss her being enthusiastic. She's my vitamin, she gives me energy.

I miss her touch. She's clingy and she's giving me more skinship. I like it. It makes me feel comfortable and safe.

I'm scared because she has this effect on me, she can hurt me easily even if it's not her intention. It still hurts. I hate that she has control over me but I can't do anything about it.

I feel my heart belongs to her, I am belong to her.

I shook my head trying to clear my mind.

I was walking in the hallway with my earphones on and the sound in my ipod was blaring in my eardrums. I don't care even if it's 100 decibels that will damage my hearing. It's the only way I could escape the sounds of rumor and humiliation that surrounds me.

To tell the truth, I have no idea what'll I do when I see Mi young, she's giving me too much butterflies in my stomach.

For me, it'll be awkward. Just thinking about her sent shivers down my spine.

Then suddenly someone grabbed me from the bathroom, the person dragged me inside and closed the door.

Shit.

Not again.

I'm so dead!

She's the last person I want to see.

Stephanie Lee, one of my bullies. My ultimate nemesis, not really because she's a cunning cub. I'm just like her prey that she will definitely want to eat alive as always. I'm her only favorite victim.

"Good morning nerd! It's been a long time since we talk," Stephanie said then she pushed and pinned me on the wall.

My back hardly hit the cold brick as it made a loud thud, I bit my lower lip to stifle the pain.

"Please... Steph, let me go,"I implored.

Suddenly, I felt shooting pain in my stomach. She punched me! I winced as I held my stomach. I was squirming because the pain became unbearable as I bended, 90 degree.

She awfully wanted to hurt me every time she see me.

I don't deserve this.

Then Stephanie held my neck and pushed me on the wall again, she was choking me as she clawed my neck so tight.

I barely breathe.

"How dare you to call me Steph? We're not even friends!" She snarled. I tried to hold her wrist to lessen the force of her grip but I'm weak because of the punch, it almost faint me out though.

"I'm not yet done nerdy, just getting warmed up," Stephanie said then smirked.

And this will be certainly added to my reasons why I hate Mondays.

Fuck Mondays.

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