Outro: Tear

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He lost count as to how many times he tried to suppress his tears, he wants to stop crying. He doesn't want to let himself drown in pain. He wont let his emotions took over him.

He's trying to convince himself that what happened doesn't deserve a single tear shed from him knowing that he doesn't deserve such treatment. Who is he kidding, though? The infidelity of the husband whom he thought who loves him so much hurts- it pains him in another level.

Where did he go wrong? He thought that they were fine. No, they were perfectly fine- so why? Is he not enough for his husband to seek affection from another man?

He wiped his tears away as the image of Jungkook giving his secretary a quick peck on the lips momentarily crossed his mind, he shook his head letting out a small laugh.

His heart broke into tiny little pieces remembering his daughter, his little princess. How can he face his daughter with such a news? He doesn't want to break the little girl's heart.

He covered his mouth with both of his hands as he let out a long crying sound, clutching onto his chest wanting nothing but for the pain to go away- it's hard, he wanted all of this to be just a bad dream.

He shut his eyes closed taking in a deep breathe before wiping his tears away once again. He reached out his hands picking his phone up from the side table immediately dialing his daughter's number.

He took in a deep breathe, biting his lower lips trying to regain his composure. He doesn't want his daughter to worry about him. He just really wants to hear his daughter's voice to calm him down.

"Papa...."

"Hello, princess. What did you do for this day?"

Seokjin's lips quivered as he tried so hard to stop himself from breaking down once again, not when his daughter is on the other line.

"Mama and I went shopping. She bought me lots of toys, dresses and shoes," the little girl gasped for air, "After that, we went to visit Papi." She said excitedly.

Seokjin felt his heart swell hearing his daughter laughed from the other line, this is what he needs. He let out a tight-lipped smile nodding his head when another tear slipped out from his eyes.

"Is Dad already home, Pa?" Jea asked, sounds confused.

Seokjin let out a small laugh, nervously. He clutched onto the bedsheet silently cursing himself when he let out a whimper while trying to suppress his tears.

"No, sweetheart. Dad's been very busy, right?" He said trying to sound as casual as possible.

He clears his throat, "I have to go now, sweetie. Go to bed, okay?" Seokjin said in a very soothing voice.

"Yes, Papa. Goodnight! I love love you and Daddy."

"We love you too...."

Seokjin didn't even notice how his hands are visibly shaking until he put his phone down on the side table. He ran his fingers through his hair, he rose up to his feet when the door suddenly opened.

"Love...."

His husband walks towards him with an apologetic look on his face. Seokjin badly wants to hurt Jungkook, he wants to make him feel the pain that he's feeling right now. Damn! He even wants to go to that young secretary and just shout at him but no- he wouldn't stoop so low.

"Please let me explain, love. Don't just-"

Jungkook got cuts off when Seokjin let out a laugh full of sarcasm before looking at his cheating husband with disgust written all over his face.

He wont ever think that he can see Jungkook the way he sees him before- he's not the same man that he loves so much, he's not the Jungkook whom he fell inlove with because Jeon Jungkook promised to love none other than him and he failed.

"I am not stupid, Jungkook," Seokjin raised his brows, "You don't love me anymore? Why didn't you tell me sooner?" He tilted his head to the right.

The older bit his lower lips feeling his heart getting stabbed continuously while looking at his husband- very calm and compose but with shaking eyes and definitely a broken heart.

"No, Seokjin. I love you-"

"No! You don't! because if you really do love and respect me, you wouldn't dare cheat on me, Jeon." He said, his voice in a high-pitched tone.

He clenched his fist while looking at Jungkook, his expression softened that soon turn into something that shows nothing but disappointment.

"Did you even think about our daughter? What do you think will happen?" Seokjin cant help it anymore as he bursted out in tears just thinking about his little princess, "You're going to break his heart. Don't you know how much she looks up to you, huh?" He shut his eyes closed harshly wiping his tears away.

Jungkook took a step forward and was about to cup Seokjin's cheeks but the younger is quick enough to glare at his cheating husband as he took a step backwards,

"This tears are not for you," He shook his head, "This is for our daughter that is going to have a broken family all because of your infidelity." He said with emphasis in his every words.

Jungkook gulps down letting out a very deep sigh. He shut his eyes closed, he badly wants to hold Seokjin and begged until he forgave him. This is not what he wanted, Seokjin means the world to him.

"Remember this, Jungkook. This is all your fault. Jea's misery is going to be your fault."

Seokjin looks at the older coldly before making his way out of the room. He went inside his daughter's room making sure that it's locked as he doesn't want to see his husband once again, he had enough.

He is hurting, no amount of words can describe how much all of this is hurting him.

Jungkook's betrayal is like a big slap on his face- was he too confident that Jungkook wouldn't leave him for someone else?

He is drowning in pain because even though he is hurting so much, he still loves his husband. Unloving him doesn't happen overnight, they have too many memories together to even forget all of it- not even with his infidelity and the pain that is about to come and linger not just for him but for his poor daughter.

Though, he is not going to beg. He is never going to let Jungkook know that he is hurting because of him- that all of this is like losing half of him, losing his sanity.

They are going to be a family even if its just for the sake of their daughter, he can do it. He wants to spare his daughter the pain of not having a father by his side, he wants to spare his daughter the shame of having an unloyal father.

But he is never going to convince Jungkook that everything would work out. If anything, he will always make him remember that their family will get destroyed all because of him. He wants him to know and never forget that because of his infidelity everything including their daughter's heart will be in so much misery.

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I am thinking of having a physical book of my works. At first, I decided that I will do the Best of Me but some of you wants the other finished book. I am thinking to get five of each but that would cost too much and I am afraid that no one would even buy it. So yeah, if you guys are sure that you're going to buy just message me here in w*****d what among my finished works do you want.

I want to know if someone is interested so I can start with the editing and creating the covers and all with the special chapters because that would take time but just incase no one is interested, it is all fine. No need to feel pressured.

- Seesaw

- The Truth Untold

- I Need U

- Love Maze

- Best of Me

It will include atleast three or five special chapters that will be exclusive for the physcial book and a unofficial photocard of Jin. Also, I know you guys dont care but I will include a handwritten letter of mine with my sincere thoughts as a way of saying thank you.