Why do I have a fear on just apologizing to him? If it were so easy to think, why can’t I do it?
“I know… It is my fault I push him away from me. I felt like an idiot.” I said to him. “Don’t blame yourself. I’m sure you and Lander would make up someday. But, it won’t happen if no one tried to, right?” HE said and he looked at me, like his looks are giving me something, a sign or whatever. ‘
He wants me to apologize to him first, which is, yeah, good, but I don’t know how to. I have no idea where the heck are the Madden’s house for me to apologize, and the Hotel DeMadden where he owned, is too far from where I live, I have to like, have a hundred dollars just to get here. I am poor,, not rich. And I could not contact him, like he blocked me or he changed his number… I don’t know… It’s lik
