After that moment. I am just sitting sitting beside my mother. She is still unconscious. I feel so sad about her. I thought that her sickness in mind, and her cancer is the worst thing that she could ever feel, but being paralyzed and could not talk, nor move? That is the shittiest my mom could ever go through! What did my mom do for her to have this life? What did my mom do for her to deserve this? I feel pity to her, sad about her, she never experience any fortune in life, except for the times that lander is giving her money, but still, it is not the fortune that I want for her. I want her to feel being rich, because that is the only thing that my mom has been asking me, to give her fortune, but now? I feel hopeless, how could I do that, when these things are happening? Why does she have
