“hey.”I look up to see Lander who is smiling while looking back at me. What is he smiling at? Does he know he’s been late for 30 minutes now? Is he stupid? Or he is mocking me so I would hate him more? He sat down on the chair in front of me and look at me. He look around, like he is trying to look for something, trying to see what is going on in our surroundings, which I never really paid attention to, cause the crowd is too much for me to pay attention to. Especially when I got expose to humility, when I married this man in front of me! Ever since then, I am more cautious about myself and my pictures and images, but at the same time, learned to not always pay attention to the surroundings where I am standing. “What are you looking at?” I asks him and he turn his face to look at me. “N

