I take a deep breathe and held his hands that is touching the manual of the car. I stared right into his eyes, to know the sincerity of mine. “Junel… I am not gay, I don’t like you, I am sorry if I offended you, but I just want to make it clear, alright? I don’t have that same feelings you have for me, I cannot reciprocate the feeling that you have for me, and if you keep feeling this way towards me, you are just going to be in pain, in heartache, because I cannot feel the same way way you feel about me to you…. I don’t want to hurt you… I don’t.” I said to him.
Maybe this time, He will hear me, he will listen and realized that I am not that kind of boy he thought.
He did not responds, he did not move, we just stayed at our position for the next minute, realizing that I am holding his h
