Kemi was small, precise, and radiated the focused energy of an artist who considered every bride a project and every project personal. She looked at me the way tailors look at people — not at the face but at the structure underneath it, taking measurements with her eyes before she reached for a tape.
“Beautiful bones,” she said, by way of greeting.
“Thank you,” I said, because what else do you say to that.
I stepped onto the fitting platform and looked around the studio properly for the first time. Fabric samples covered one entire wall in organised rows — ivory, champagne, white, cream, each shade subtly different from the last in ways I suspected only Kemi could name. Dress forms stood at intervals like silent witnesses, each one mid-construction, each one somebody’s future. It occurred to me that every woman who had stood on this platform had arrived carrying some version of a story. I wondered what mine looked like from the outside.
Mrs. Fashola was already there, enthroned in a cream armchair with her tablet lit before her, wearing that look she always wore — the look of a woman bearing glad tidings to a world that had long since stopped listening.
“Amara!” She rose to embrace me, warm as if she hadn’t been placed in my life to betray me from the very first morning. “You look tired, my dear. Are you sleeping?”
“Wedding preparation,” I said, settling onto the fitting platform. “You know how it is.”
“Of course, of course.” She sat back down and opened her tablet. “Now, I wanted to discuss the venue arrangement for the reception. The Okonkwo garden in Ikoyi is confirmed but I was thinking—”
“Actually,” I said, allowing a slight note of confidentiality into my voice — the tone of someone sharing something they perhaps shouldn’t, “Zion and I were discussing a change.”
Mrs. Fashola’s stylus paused over her tablet.
Just slightly.
“A change?”
“The Ikoyi property feels too exposed,” I said, as Kemi began taking measurements with professional detachment. “Given everything with the legal situation. Zion’s security team suggested something more contained.” I paused. “We’re looking at the Eko Hotel. The rooftop. Private, controlled access, easier to manage.” I lowered my voice slightly. “He’s been concerned about security. You understand.”
Mrs. Fashola was typing.
I watched her type in my peripheral vision while maintaining an expression of mild, trusting disclosure. I snorted inwardly — As If.
“Of course,” she said smoothly. “That makes complete sense. I’ll begin arrangements immediately.”
I’m sure you will, I thought.
I smiled. “Thank you. You’re so efficient.”
“It’s what I’m here for,” she said warmly.
The Eko Hotel rooftop was, in fact, completely unavailable on the wedding date. I had checked. There was a corporate gala booked three months in advance. Whatever Emeka’s team spent the next two weeks arranging would be thoroughly wasted on a venue that was never an option.
Small victories, I thought.
Kemi held up a length of ivory silk against my arm.
“What do you want to feel like?” she asked. Not what do you want to look like — what do you want to feel like. The question of an artist.
I considered it honestly.
“Like myself,” I said. “But the version of myself that walked into this and survived it.”
Kemi looked at me for a moment.
“That,” she said, “is something I can work with.”
She turned back to her fabric wall and began pulling samples with the decisive efficiency of a woman who had already made up her mind and was simply executing the decision. I watched her work and felt, unexpectedly, something loosen slightly in my chest. Not much. Just enough to notice. There was something about being in a room with a person who was entirely focused on their craft — no agenda, no angle, just skill applied with complete attention — that was, in the middle of everything, quietly steadying.
Tobenna called as I was leaving the studio.
“How was the fitting?”
“Productive on multiple levels.”
“Did she take the bait?”
“She was typing before I finished the sentence.”
“Beautiful.” I could hear the grin. “Zion wants to know if you’re coming back to the office.”
“Tell him yes.” I stepped out into the Victoria Island afternoon, Lagos heat settling over me like a familiar weight. “Tell him I also need to discuss a second piece of misdirection for the court strategy. Something for Valentina.”
“He said — and I’m quoting directly — ‘tell her to eat something first.’”
I stopped walking on the pavement outside the studio.
“He said that?”
“Verbatim. He also, for the record, asked what you ate at the fitting before you told him there was no food at a dress fitting which he apparently did not know because—” Tobenna’s voice carried the particular delight of a man assembling evidence for a future argument, “—he has never been to one.”
“Tobenna.”
“Yes?”
“Stop enjoying this.”
“I really cannot,” he said cheerfully. “I really, genuinely cannot.”
He hung up still grinning — I could tell from the quality of the silence he left behind. I stood on the pavement for a moment with Lagos moving around me in its usual loud, indifferent, magnificent way and thought about a man on the thirty-eighth floor of a glass tower who had asked what I ate and didn’t know that dress fittings didn’t come with food. I thought about small, unguarded things. I thought about how dangerous they were.
Then I got into the car and went back to work.
Kemi Adeyemi-Cole, the bridal designer, has been dressing Lagos brides for fifteen years. She has seen every kind of marriage preparation that exists — the joyful ones, the reluctant ones, the transactional ones. She can tell the difference in the first five minutes.
What she sees in Amara on that fitting platform is not reluctance and not performance. It is something considerably more complicated. She will mention it to nobody. But she will put every skill she possesses into that dress — because some brides, she has learned, need the armour more than they need the beauty. And this one, she suspects, will need both.