I know why he feels like he isn t doing enough, when all I felt standing there was the same damn thing. I felt inferior and like a failure.
"The sun is almost down; we should go to bed. Try and sleep. We have an early rise and a long drive if we get out of this place in one piece." Meds cuts into my thoughts and brings me back from the dark recesses of my mind that was starting to bring back that weight of despair. I need to not let myself ponder.
"You re right. We should try." Even if I already know it won t happen, maybe I can give Meadow the sense of companionship that she may sleep. She needs it more than me if she intends to drive us seven hours across country without stopping.
I follow her when she moves and she stops at the bed and stares at it for a long moment, somehow lost in
