I showered before Matteo and tried to pick out an outfit for the party. I decided to go with the blue gown which was below my knees and it was a short sleeve dress. I added the belt and sat before the mirror for a makeup. That's what I shouldn't have done. I wish I never tried to makeup. Matteo left without me while I was struggling to put some makeup on.
I finished up and left for the party. Everyone I met on the way kept staring at me and I felt uncomfortable with the states. I got to the party and everyone stood still and the next second they were laughing at me. I felt so embarrassed. I really want to hide my face. I had sent a picture to Matteo who approved of my makeup. He lied to me when he said I look good with makeup on. He really wanted to embarrass me.
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