Kyra’s words when she told her she was leaving still haunted her. ‘Everyone approaching the final steps of initiation feels inadequate and wants to run away.’ Had she been too precipitate? Kyra made her feel that even the child’s death might not necessarily have been her fault. She pointed at the complexity and mystery of the healing process, the crucial timing of it, the readiness of the patient to be healed, the subtle karmic roots of the illness, many of which might be beyond the skill of the healer to uncover. Perhaps the illness had gone too far. Perhaps the child himself was blocking the flow of energy by his doubts. Or his parents’ anxiety might have set up such a field of negative vibration around the child it was impossible for the healing energies to get through.
Farla listened,
