Torn In between his respect for the whole family and then,Hanna needs,he pushed Henry and his mother away from his head,he knew he would loss Henry's friendship if he ever came to know how he had desire and touched his sister,but he still want her,even if it means going against the whole universe, Hanna is all that matters.
Although he sensed she was innocent and unexperienced and he knew she was just a teenager driving by hormones,yet he desired to filled her need,his beast yelled at him to do his usual,but Hanna wasn't one of his past,she is the present,that had light a new path for him to follow.
"Whatever happens, promise you won't hate me" Nick said,and Hanna nodded,her eyes glitters the affirmation he needs,no matter what happens she will cherish the moment.
Nick gently squeezed her breast while the other hand brushed her hair from her face,allowing him to deepened the kiss,Hanna tugged at his top,he gave her a quizzical look and she pouted, pleaded with her face,Nick surrendered allowing her to take off his top,"my turn now,huh",he battled with her top and won,he proceeded to her Jean buttons and in a minute she was naked right in front of him.
He swallowed hard, having a hard time looking away from her,she smiled coyly her eyes never left his.Hanna tugged at his arm and he moved closer to her,touching her neck to her chest her to all of her sensitive parts,she moans acknowledging the pleasure he gave her.
Hanna pulled over to him, her eyes widen when she saw his size bulged out of his underwear,and her movement stopped,as though retreating.
"want me to stop"? he asked and he knew for sure he would be damn if she did say yes,but she didn't respond, she only moved closer and touched him,Nick smiled kissing her everywhere again.
Hanna pushed him softly onto the bed,and crawled ontop of him, merely controlled by instinct, Nick inserted a finger inside her part,and she moan loudly as he pleasured her,he was forced to covered her mouth with a kiss and they both laughed.
His assault on her continued as Hanna was close to tears,she gritted her teeth as he pushed another finger inside her,his movement became faster and he only stopped when he noticed her body tightening.
He laid her on the bed gently and get ontop of her,straddling her groin and softly squeezed her c**t,"should I continue "? he asked and she nodded again rubbing on his arm,he allowed her to calm down before taking off his last barrier and easing himself into her warm ,wet part,she whimpered and screamed as his genital pierced through her hymen,tears lingered In her eyes and Nick gently cleaned it off with a brush of his finger.
He allowed her adjust to him before he moved again,and when she looked up at him urging him to continue, he pulled and dragged his crotch forward,by then her tears had disappeared and the pain had turned to pleasure,she moans but more low pitched and eventually the alcohol had waned out,but her words were slurry and as needy.
"Fa..faster baby" she said,and he obeyed,he worked himself in and out of her so fast until the whole pleasure built up and comes down transferring sweetness to her head and veins.
She screamed silently and mumbles incoherently as different waves of pleasure surged through her,he watched her come undone and that completes him,he patted her hair and dropped a deep kiss on her forehead, he moved slowly,their body still joined and with a few pulls and drags he come too,buckling his body on her and he slowly withdrew out of her.
"That was the best feeling ever" Hanna said smiling as she cuddle closer to Nick.
"I figured out I don't even know your name" she added, looking at his face,Nick cleared his voice and answered " Nicholas " .
She kissed him again tugging at his arm for an embrace,he pulled her to his arm,and gently patted her hair,she was a gift that was bestowed on him,and for lot of reasons, he knew he doesn't deserve her.
Sex with her her was the only meaningful love making he'd ever done.
"Hanna if you ever want to quit,I will let you go,and don't be mad if I don't fight for you " he said,hanna shook her head taking his hand and placed it on her chest,she fiddled with the little cross tattoo on his hand.
"I won't quit,I love you " she said grinning and though he smiled back,he knew she would have a clear reason to quit,blaming himself for not introducing himself in the first place,if he had,that way he probably would have remained her crush forever, yes!, she was attracted to him and heaven knows he want to protect her,even from herself, but he was just so selfish that he was partially happy he hadn't introduce himself.
"Don't overthink babe,I know what I want and its you,I won't have any reason to quit,I promise" Hanna said,her innocence shook him but it was late,he already took her innocent and definitely her heart,how heartbroken she would be in the next few hours when she know who he is.
Nick felt like a betrayer,going down with his bestfriend little sister, whom he knew how much Henry adored and protected her,and how would mother feel,if she realise he had skipped the dinner she prepared for him as their worldy visitor to disflowered their lovely daughter.
"Babe where did you come from,did you just moved here "?hanna asked,in a whisper Interrupting his cloudy thoughts,but eventually the question was asked but perhaps at the wrong time, his smile disappeared and like a man wanted by the law his face was bittered.
"Tomorrow I would tell you,but remember I love you and though you're seeing me for the first time ,I genuinely care about you" he said and hanna nodded,isn't that what love all about?,believing everything they say,trusting them blindly while real s**t goes on in their lives and thoughts.
Nick anticipated tomorrow, he had failed Henry and his mother,he failed Hanna also,he knew he definitely might not be welcome in their house ever again,he thought ,as his mind wanders off throughout the middle of the night,he was sleepless.