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Classes resumed. I didn’t know if I was going to see Elena or not. The darkness surged. I’d done so much f*****g s**t that didn’t feel wrong at all, but I knew it was.
I ignored some of her calls because of it. I was busy f*****g up big time. She wasn’t here yesterday and I knew her mother had gotten her tutors.
I got out of bed and tapped Tabitha next to me. How the f**k did this happen? Fire Caine, that was how.
I was so out of it.
I went to the bathroom. I hated the low from the drug, but it still kept the beast inside of me drained. I felt slightly normal and opened the taps. I should phone Elena today and explain everything. She was going to find out about this, and I needed to tell her before that happened. “f**k!” I yelled as the water ran over my head.
I’d seriously f**
