I played my piano almost every single day. It was haunting me, what I was doing to them. And my clever plan from five months ago didn’t seem so great anymore. A knock came at the door of the library. My fingers stilled on the ivory keys. Elena popped in her head. “Hey, baby.” I smiled, but I felt like s**t. “Can I ask you something?” she said. I nodded, tapped on the stool. She came in and sat where I’d indicated. “Spit it out,” I said as she took two deep breaths. “Can I spend Christmas over at Lee’s? His mom invited me. They’re going to their winter spot. Please, Mom.” Her voice was a husky whisper. She wasn’t ready to see Blake either. This wasn’t just my escape plan; it was hers, too. “Not ready yet?” She shook her head as her eyes welled up. What was going on in her mind? “O

