Last night was insane. It felt like a different being was within me. I didn't know how to control myself at all, especially when Cyrus is around.
I'm all dead once Ma'am Hasha finds out about this, so I must tightly and securely close my mind. No invaders are allowed to read my thoughts— especially when it is about Cyrus.
Sometimes, I wonder if other telepaths here inside the castle have more powerful telepathic abilities than Cyrus— if there are any, I'm immediately messed up. I need to be extra careful because my position here as the accidentally auctioned omega shouldn't be sacrificed. I need to work hard for myself and for my family. I know how much my family wants to move out of that horrible place of poverty in no time. I remember how mom really forced me to join this auction for w
