AFFAIRS OF THE HEART

Suzanne.

Suzanne's POV

I flipped over the hangers with passing black knit skirts and colored prints looking for something cotton not wrickled and tind a pink dress,with scallop edges ,short sleeved with a thrift sore handed to me by my friend. I hung it on the bathroom door.I took to the shower.Between too-hot and luke warm.I moved to feel my cunt and smell my lubia .I was turned on the whole day and continually took breaks between my data entry job to masturbate on my bed.Thinking of begging for mercy under her arm. stockings first then garner belt between my boiled potataoes. The timing for dinner is tricky.I slide my slippers over my steemed stockings ,boil potatoes ,slice of tofu and rub olive oil over my garlic bread. When am half finished I fix my hair and change into my heels.Put on lipstick and powder ,She texts me when she reached at the subway.I look at my laptop for like three minutes before I shut it down then to the kitchen I let myself eat as I anticipated my encounter with her.I let myself make a mess banging pots and pans,trying to get rid of the gin with the pink cocktail shaker my cousing got for me for my birthday.

I hear her at the door,making more nice than its necessary with her keys Its hard to be myself with her around me .With that I mean its hard to not grab her and just have her there and then with me. She takes the drink the with one hand.

"Hi Suzanne, missed me."

"Can I take your bag, you can take your drink on the dining area. Dinner isn't ready yet.I was preparing it and got side tracked a little bit."

"Its okay ,I can wait. I ate a burger on my way here."

I was so nervous and I couldn't understand why. She always made it hard for me to focus on other s**t.

"Oooh"Again her expression wavers not trusting what to say.I burned the garlic bread the first time and the olive oil was spilling on my toes.

As we sat down at the table the silence between us was electric. We both had a long day .She had a full day of lectures and I was working all day too ,we needed to eat. I g**k a few bites off the food ,played with the food a little bit, twirled with my hair and threw my fingers. She slides her plate over to me and suddenly stood up

"Come with me...you can clean this up later."

"Can I get you another drink?"

"You heard me " her deliberate harsh tone makes me dreadful and anticipatort too.This was new.Monica was the submissive one and I didn't think that anything was gonna happen today ,well unlike the other days ..day..

but I was the stud here. "This isn't the first time."

"The first time?"

"Yeah ,the first time."

"The first for what?".

"You are nervous with me. I thought by now you would have been used to my company ,I mean if am going to be coming here over and over ."

"I cant help it Mon you are so hot and I know you are dating Evans and everything but its my feelings."

she pated on the seat space next to her,signalling me to come and sit next to her.Martini glass on the coffee table I went closer and sat next to her .I was still nervous out of my mind. Sge was wearing vanilla scented perfume and it smelt amazing. It made me more nervous .

"Don't say his name."

I was shocked and I couldnt believe my ears . Was there trouble in paradise or what waa happening. I thought Evans was the love of her life and the reason why she didnt want anything to do with me in the first place.

"Am sorry,"

" Dont be ,Its not your fault anyway ."

" Okay ,can we talk about it though .*

"No, "

I was confused at this point, I wasn't sure whether to lean in for a kiss and tell her everything was going to be okay, or was I going to maintain my pace and care for her at a distance.

"Its not all bad though since I have a new found obssession "My hear sunk so low I bet it almost touched my tummy . I crossed my fingers if by any chance in hell or heavoen it was agirl

"His name is Claus Andres .He is very charming,good looking ,eloquent and very pleasant. I like him so much and I think if am not careful . I am going to fall for him.

"Oooh ,s..s.o its that serious "I said as I cleared my throught trying to hide the despair in my now breaking voice. I dint want her to notice that I wasn't okay with what was going on .

"Uuuuhm , so what's the plan?"I asked as I was by now trying to hide the agitation in my voice . I was ofcourse not happy about what was happening.

The plan is that you shut up and tell me how you been . Still working on our project?"

"I left it where we left it last "

"Okay, "Her tone changed,she wasnt happy with that response at all ,she was expecting something else. She had other expectations.

"B..but, thats because I got another job . A data entry job .Thats what I have been doing for the past few weeks or so"

I could feel the tension between us . Am sure even the neighbors felt it too. It was so intense.I lopked at her rosy lips and wanted to eat them out.She was trully beautiful.

"I can see the way uou looking at me Suzanne. If you want me just say it"She retorted as she glared at me. That statement was followed by a laugh .

"w..what do you think,do you want me to do anything Mon"

"y..yeah, I w.....want you to get me another drink."

"Ofcourse."