AFFAIRS OF THE HEART

Worship you

Worship you.

Claus’ Pov

Don’t get me wrong am a dedicated man . Especially on my work, but Monica James was making it hard for me. She was running through my mind all day and all night. I guess I was falling for her and I wasn’t mad at the thought of falling for her. I just wanted to talk to her .My whole being yearned for her. I just wanted to live with her and was running on empty at this point.I had a long day at the office and it had been about a month since I saw her. I didn’t want to just be a memory to her. She was too beautiful for me to just be a memory to her. My dad was pestering me about her and I was sure he liked her too. I mean who didn’t she was perfect. In every way.She went along with my whole family and made Arther mad and that was a plus plus for me. A huge turn on. I have to talk to her today.I couldn’t believe that she made forget about Tina. All the ladies I had , they never made me forget about Tina but Monica did. That meant something.My dad was always on my neck on the issue of getting a wife, but when it came to Monica he was reluctant. I have to talk to her today.

‘’Cancel all my calls from three o’clock today’’ I told my receptionist as I closed my door.

I picked up my cell and dialed her number. I was never one to save my lovers contacts on my phone. I liked memorizing them. I was a busy man and my phone number was accessible to a lot of people. I had aalot of contacts on my phone.So I had to distinguish them.

‘’Monica’’

‘’Yes’’

‘’You good right’’

‘’Yeah’’

‘’Listen….Your kisses have a higher power , your body babe its divine. Every time I see you smile it’s like I’ve seen the light. Sleeping next to you is heaven but you already know about that. I want to glorify every part of you,don’t get me wrong, am a God-fearing Christian man but if you are a religion them I am gonna have to worship you.’’

‘’Claus, that’s so beautiful. I ‘ve been thinking about you lately.’’

‘’Shhhhh am not done yet.’’

‘’Mmmmmmmh, am listening’’

‘’If you were a religion then I don’t know what am gonna do, Iam gonna have to worship you. Iam gonna have to kneel to my knees and Iam gonna have to sing your praise,cause you lay it on me like the truth , ‘’

‘’Ohhh my God Claus, you making me want you even more, ‘’

‘’Ive been wanying , thinking about you all day.’’

‘’f**k, ‘’

‘’You love me like hallelujah,’’

‘’Baby,really, you like me that much.’’

‘’Sssshhhh, ‘’

‘’Okay’’

‘’I aint saying you can walk on water , or you can change water into wine,but girl it feels like a miraclr that you are mine.’’

‘’Why you doing this to me Claus , am on my way to a lecture and at the rate you making me want you I don’t think Ill go.’’

‘’Iam just being honest with you love, this is ho I feel for you. I want to book a flight for you o come over. As soon as you can , I know you got studies going on ‘’

‘’I want that too more than anything Claus , You don’t even know.’’

‘’I remember you said what if I hut you, what if I find somebody else and I don’t need you.what if this goes south and I don’t need you.’’

‘’Yeah Claus I have insecurities and I was being honest with you at that time.’’

‘’What if I mess you up and break your heart into two,thaen what.’’

‘’It was a concern ‘’

‘’Well I hear girl and I feel girl but ot so fast. ‘’

‘’Be honest, do you really feel all this for me.’’

‘’How about you entertain this thought’’

‘’What thougth?’’

‘’What if I was made for you and you were made for me, what if this is it , what if its meant to be’’

‘’What if you just want to play me and you don’t want something serious with me’’

‘’What if I ain’t those fools just playing some game.’’

‘’How sure am I about all this Claus’’

‘’Just entertain the thought love,’’

‘’What if I just pulled you close and I leaned in , what if ‘’

‘’Claus’’

‘’What if I kissed all the what if’s away and made you mine.’’

‘’Claus’’

‘’What if the skies fall, or the sun stops burning ,’’

‘’Claus, that can never happen.’’

‘’So why are you having all these negative what ifs, why not think like me. Have your what ifs towards me .positively.’’

‘’Claus’’

‘’We could worry about all the What ifs till the world stops turning.’’

‘’Claus stop it. ‘’

‘’Or I could kiss you, and drive all the what ifs away.’’

‘’don’t make it hard for me, What if Tina comes back to your life and you end up together what about that.’’

‘’Well, we aint never gonna know about it unless we try .’’

‘’Mmmmh’

‘’Forget about Tina love.I am a busy man and I took time out of my busy schedule just to call you and tell what am feeling.’’

‘’Okay am already twenty minutes late for my lecture.’’

‘’Okay, but baby,’’

‘’Yeah’’

‘’Just let me worship you.’’