AFFAIRS OF THE HEART

Past battles

Angelica’s POV

Verman was amazing and Evans Kings made it even better. I knew this was going to be bad. Every time I came out of my shift all I could do was think of him. I worked as a nurse in the county hospital and I didn’t enjoy my job but at least I got to do what I studied for, well not exactly what I studied for but it was close to that .I studied psychology. I was particularly feeling lonely that day and that is one of the reasons why I was thinking about him a lot. My boyfriend was not around and I wasn’t myself. I didn’t have Evans’ phone number and that meant I couldn’t call him. I could email him though. I thought about it the whole day .My shift was slow that day. Unlikely, but I didn’t mind it though. f**k it, am going send him an email. I hope he responds cause I could use some right now. I went to my head nurse cause I really wanted to leave. She was an old lady but was looking good for her old age. She really liked me and that was to my advantage. She had been working there the longest and knew everything about the hospital. She is the one who actually initiated me to the department I was in. She smelled nice too and I liked that about her. We would talk sometimes and she would share to me her s*x escapades. She was quite vibrant too for her age .Too vibrant in fact. She had more s*x than any of us ad she was the oldest. We wore fifteen working nurses. Seven during the day and eight during the night. We couldn’t believe how sexually active she was for her age. I was tired, lonely and bored. I just wanted to talk to Evans Kings. Of course he was going to text me back. He just has to.

‘’Hey , when is my shift ending ‘’

‘’Today there is the no rush ,you can go anytime’’

‘’Okay thanks’’

‘’what’s the rush all about though?”

‘’I just need some’’

She pulled me closer to her, smiling. She loved it when we talked about our s*x lives. She always encouraged us to have s*x as often as we possibly can.

‘’When was the last time?’’

‘’About two months ago.’’

‘’W..haaaaat, You know that’s not healthy right? Especially at your age you should be very active.’’

‘’don’t start with me Julie’’

‘’No, am serious .Do you know many times I get laid in a week.’’

‘’I don’t know but I can guess.’’

‘’You see what you thinking, double it.’’

‘’You can’t be serious’’

‘’I am very much serious Angelica, I shouldn’t even be keeping you here now. I think you need an off day’’ she smiled at me as she looked at me. I smiled back. I loved how her eyes lit up when she was talking about s****l stuff. She was old so it was cute.

‘’You know I could always use an off day’’

‘’Just get out’’

She said as she pushed me to the side.

‘’Make sure you get some.’’

I took an uber to my place and changed into my pajamas as I got comfortable to text him.

Evans,

Hey, how are you ? I hope you are fairing on well. The reason why

No scratch that. I am not going to let me just chill and maybe use my vibrator. I leaned over to my side table and reached over for my batteries and my vibrator. I put it on.

‘’f**k’’

My batteries were down. I just needed to feel good.

……………

Hey ,I miss you and I really hope you miss me too. I lost your number and that’s why I am reaching you like this.

I felt a sense of self respect leave my body . okay I wanted to see him and I wanted to feel him but not like that. Not like me being needy or coming across as needy . I felt like I had to see him and I had to , my body was just craving for his attention. It had been a minute since I had the hands of a man go through my body and caress me , I felt like my lady parts were complaining too much and I just had to see him . He was always the antidote I needed always . If am being honest with you I think I still haven't gotten over him . I would find myself thinking about him everytime. He was just everything I wanted and hoped he would be(when we were together.)

when I remember Verman I want him more and more , I can't prevent myself from thinking about him . He is so dreamy if you ask me . He is just amazing . f**k Angel you have to chill down , he is your ex and am are by now he already has another woman . Every part of me didn't want to accept the facts of life but I had to , I just had to .

Deep down I wanted him to reply to my email and to reply as fast as possible, that's what I was just hoping and praying.

Everytime I got an Email alert I was just Crossing my fingers hoping it's him. That's how bad it was. My stupid current boyfriend was always 'working' as if I don't know about that lie already. ofcourse he was always working , as of I don't know why that means . Not to be negative or bitter but I have had my fair share experiences to believe some lame excuses really. I was really getting unlucky with relationships. Everyone is out to get you , everyone was out to take advantage of you if you ask me . So my motto was f**k relationships.