AFFAIRS OF THE HEART

See why you make me nervous

I knew me seeing Monica James will bring back alot of memories especially concerning the fact that I had feelings for her.Ofcourse she  knew that .When she lookes at me I love it. I love it when she is with me ,I was loving it and she knew that .Why is it that when you want things to go perfectly well ,things have to just get messed up.I am always a good cook ,have been always will be but this time when I wanted to impress her , everything was going sideways.I was thinking of what I could do to her. I waa thinking of the last time we were together. How she gave herself to me and let me make love to her. I loved how she moaned and how she smelled. She was like a sunflower blossoming with ecstasy and I fell for her everytime. She was pleasant too and had a wild side that came out once in a while when she wanted it . She was just perfect but She wasn't into me well 'girls' atleast that's what she told me .Fuck this Evans guy for real ,like I dont get it how a beautiful lady like her would be caught up with a shitty guy like him . She deserved better .I wanted to be her better.

‘’Its fine if you don’t want to tell me.’’I assured her

I didn’t want to come off as pushy,that’s the least thing I wanted her to think of me.Monica James had my heart and I didn’t know how to handle the situation. She was perfect in every way and that was the best thing about her.She had my heart and I loved it.

‘’The food was amazing,I loved it.’’

‘’Please don’t flatter me for no reason,I know it wasn’t the best food you ever had and it wasn’t my best work’’

‘’don’t down play yourself,I told you I enjoyed the food right.’’

‘’You just saying that to make me feel better and deep down you know the food was whack.’’

‘’No,if there is anything I don’t do is lie,If I tell you the food was good it was good ,period.’

‘’Okay,thank you.’’

‘’So whats been happening with you Suzanne I missed you.’’

‘’Well for starts,I am still single,I have been waiting or you for all this time to love me,’’

‘’What?’’

We both laughed away as I tried to reach for her hair to stroke it. Her Asian self coming out. Everytime she smiled or laughed it made me love her even more. She was bubbly and very charming. She made everything brighten up around her and it was magical. She was an emblem of beauty and she made me weak in the knees every time she gave me eye contact.   

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‘’Stand up.’’I look her in her eyes and obey,slowly .Iam so wet both because I kinda had a n idea of what was going to happen. And because its too hit to pretend I have no idea.

‘’lift your dress up.’’

‘’What are you doing?’’

‘’I’m making sure you remember me. Come here.’’

I edge closer and she bends me over her lap.She caresses my ass.’’Do you know what am going to do to you.

Before she can say anything else,I kiss her back .Lunging foward ,I give my all into the kiss.Monica James returns my passion .She places her hands behind my neck.Her fingers dig into my hair on the back of my head .Sophia's too busy grabbing a hold of me,She falls backward .I fall foward with her .Before I know it ,I'm ontop of her, pinning her and kissing her with passion.I grab onto her shoulders and close my eyes .All sense of drowsiness has disappeared .

i don't know what to do with my tongue.our lips are highly active ,but my tongue seems unoccupied .Nervously ,I send it foward a bit to explore, but stop before entering her mouth .The end of it catches hers and it freezes.In response ,Sophia sends her tongue after mine. They wrap around one another,the trace amounts of saliva from each one combining to escalate the tingling feeling from the imapct.The rugged form of the flesh makes the sensation of them colliding even more stimulating ,Sophia whimpers in pleasure constantly and is duly solidified as my favorite part of this experience.

I pull away from her ,panting heavily .Taking in fast ,deep breaths.Sophia does the same .I stare down to her face underneath me.My arms are on either side of her hand ,I gaze into her lovely squinted eyes as they peer back directly into mine.

Monica pokes her tongue through her lips and moistens them gently with one swift lick.As if analyzing my taste .I move the hair that managed to find it's way on her face aside.It's at this moment where I realize my excessive heartbeat .It's practically , jumping put of my chest.

Both of us stare at each other , lips slightly parted ,Wondering what to do next.However  ,there's a distinct atmosphere of anticipation .I take this opportunity to verbally confirm her feelings.

''So..You really like me?''

She hesitates for a moment. It scares me but only for a moment.

''I think so''

‘'You make me want to do things to you ,I dint understand it..... ,’’She said .

‘’Oh god,  me too.’’

Talking became obsolete as we delighted in finding more and more ways that our bodies could fit together; breast to breast , arm to arm , mouth to stomach , ever flowing all with a frantic urgency.

‘’As much as I want to make this last all day ,’’she whispered between nibbles of my earlobes ,’’I just don’t think I can wait.’’

In a flash her top was off and hurled to the floor , swiftly followed by her bra .She went to take off the glasses but I stopped her.

‘’You can leave those on ‘’I smiled.

Her breasts looked pert and delicious but she wouldn’t let me get hold of them until she’d got me topless, too.

‘’Suzanne  ,you bare so f*****g hot.’’ She traced a line of wet kisses from my mouth . down my neck to my n*****s , which she then set about grazing with her teeth and lips.

‘’Oh…fuck..’’II couldn’t manage anything more coherent and my groans grew louder as she unzipped my jeans and found my slick p***y. Her hand strummed my swollen c**t, her tongue flicked at my n****e like a woman possessed, and my body was unable to resist.

The orgasm came quickly and overpowered me completely. My whole body flooded with warmth and after the sharp peak of ecstasy , I was left with a divine afterglow.

‘’That was delicious.’’

I kissed Monica and tugged on her lower lip with my teeth, maneuvering her so that she lay beneath me.’’ Now it’s your turn.’’

My post orgasm movements were slow and languid and I delighted in the way she writhed and kicked her legs to hurry me along as I peeled her jeans off. I now had this beautiful woman completely naked beneath me and I didn’t take along for my body to follow it’s natural instinct and give her just as much pleasure as she gave me . My thumbs found her n*****s and my mouth latched on her sweet c**t.

‘’Yes ..Oh yes, don’t stop. Oooooh’’

Monica grabbed my head ,making me giggle and smear her juices all around my mouth .As her moans grew louder , I duly moved my tongue faster across her c**t until I could tell she was reaching the point of no return ,When I switched to sucking on her wildly.

‘’Oh f**k…’’she grabbed a handful of my hair as she came which was painful  ,but in a good way.

As she settled back down to earth, She pulled me down into a sweaty hug.