I manage to walk out of the house and head to my car with tears rolling down my face. I sniffed hard with puffy eyes, my throat burning from the great pain I was holding in my heart. I passed three maids and the gardener outside, a few meters from where my car was parked. They glanced at me with pity in their eyes, I guess they knew about this from the very beginning. With wobbly legs as I tried to get into my car in shame, I manage and smiled briefly at them but the pain in my heart was so strong and I knew that they saw it too. I got close to my car, with shaky hands, I inserted my car keys, opened the door, and entered immediately. As soon as I sat in the driver's seat, I rested my head on the sterling wheel and began to weep uncontrollably. Everything still looked like a shook to

