Sapphire blue eyes

What will happen now

      It’s been a week since that day in the party… My world is ruined my mom left now I am  all alone for real without knowing what to do and frightened by what happened that day in the hospital. I don’t understand how I did this or maybe it was all a dream...  That horrible day when the hospital call to go there immediately I kwon that my mother left me for good this time. When I woke up after collapsing Ntina and Dimitre took me to the hospital. I was crying without end and my friends didn’t know why.  They were trying asking what happened why I am like this but I didn’t left one word out of my mouth until we got to the hospital and ran straight to my mothers room and saw the doctors .

        I felt my legs were betraying me and fell to the ground while seeing my mother’s corpse lying on the bed without life white as milk and the machinery not connected. At that moment I understood the feeling from this morning it was to warn me that I would lose her forever. The doctors try to explain what happened but I was lost and couldn’t stay there anymore. I started running like crazy in the hallways trying to get out of there and hearing my friends behind me shouting my name but I ignore them. When I was out I started again crying and as if god understood my sorrow started the rain to wash away my tears and support me. Like that I start screaming and left all my feelings get out of my body and my mind .But when I did that it started to rain more than before with thunders and lightings and the wind was like crazy as if my feelings that moment turned into natural elements. I don’t remember who and when they came to pick me up.

        When I woke up I was in a hospital bed and the parents of my friends were arranging the funeral of my mother. Everything was blurry for me those two days but the only thing I know is that my childhood friends were there to support me for the millionth time. Today after a week has past Ntina is coming to pick my things she wants me to stay with her family until I finish my studies .The doorbell start to ring and pull me out of my thoughts  I get up  to open the door. “Hello love” she says and I don’t answer like this past days. “Come on help me to pack your things my parents will be here in 1 hour to get us” We started pack everything and when her parents come to pick us we already bring all the packages at the entrance of the apartment building. Like that I left my home with all the happy and bad memories to start my life from scratch.