Sapphire blue eyes

The decision

            Days have passed since I went to the lawyer’s office and I couldn’t believe what had happened or that my mother was so prepared. Ntina and Dimitre were speechless with what they learned and also very happy for me. Form that day on I stopped being so afraid of my economic future. I could now keep the house I had so many memories of my childhood and my mother but I couldn’t live there until the time come that I wouldn’t be so  sad when I am there.

            Its Saturday, I have taken a day of form my job to go there to take some things and also to search for the other letter that my mother left me. Ntina had asked me to come with me but its time get stronger and cope with this alone.

           When I got there and open the door dust was everywhere and the apartment was cold form the time it was uninhabited. The time when I had finished with all the things I wanted was already 3 at noon.  I took the letter out of my pocket and I read it again.

My Dear Iphigenia

When you will ready this letter I will be long gone

. I prepared everything for you so you don’t have to worry about anything.

You must know that I love you so much and it’s not your fault for what happened.

In this letter you will find a photo you will need it.

The rest of the information you will need to know they will be in another letter.

This letter you will find it in me room on the floor under the window behind the wood.

Never forget that I love you princess and I will always looking after you form wherever I am.

Love you

           I open the door of my mom’s bedroom after almost 7 months and looked around. It’s hard to be here but I must do it my mother will never make me do something that will hurt my self in any way. When I found the spot that she told me I pulled the wood and found the second letter.

Baby girl

I know you have a lot questions about the photo and also for some things that are happening to you but I am not the right person to explain to you this. I can tell you only that the guy in the photo is your father.  He is lives in Florence Italy but I don’t know the exact location. You must go to Danteli hotel and start you search form there. I can’t tell you more about him you must find everything your self and please don’t judge me.

Love you

Ps: I did everything for your own good. I hope to understand me.

     Oh mom what were you thinking, was the first thought I had. When I saw the clock was almost 4 pm and I had to go find my friends .I didn’t discuss with them what I have found I needed time to think and take some decisions on my own.

     All the time we were together I caught Nico looking at me strangely. He is looking at me like that form that time at the beach but I don’t know .Some times I think he is expecting something to happen again. He doesn’t treat me any differently that’s why I didn’t tell anything to Ntina .

     When we got home I went straight to my home with a simple good night I had to think. I didn’t sleep that night all I did was to thing how my mother be so prepared and that she wanted me to find my father. But why she told me to not judge her what happen with her and my father why she couldn’t tell me his name and only gave me a location. When the sun began to rise I already knew I must do but how I can explain this to my friends and Ntina’s family?

      We were all together I the kitchen when I stop eating and I look at them very seriously but only Mrs. Palatou saw me.

  “I am leaving and going to Italy” I announced and then Ntina and Mr Palatos looked at me in wonder.

  “Stop the jokes Iphigenia” Ntina said but when se saw my face then she understood that it wasn’t a joke. “You are serious? Why you want to leave form here and why Italy?”

“ Ntina its here decision” her mother said “why you are not surprised mom’’ but here mother didn’t replay. My friend couldn’t believe what was happening and I wanted to tell her but I couldn’t.

 “I am now 22 I want to leave form here only for a little to clean my head and see what I can do in the future. My mom left me all that money and I thing its time for me to start having some fan.” this is a lie but could tell the truth yet

 “ I know that you don’t want me to go alone but you have found a job now that you love ,you cant come with me and  I cant stay in the café anymore ” “ I must do it alone and there is the place my mother always wanted to go with me”

 “But you can wait for….” I didn’t let her finish

“No I don’t want to wait.” I looked at Mrs. Palatou for support.

“ Ntina stop! Iphigenia wants to go and you must not do this. It’s her life and you must support her decisions. It not like that she will stay there” she said

“ Fine you can go but you will call me everyday morning and night and if you stay there a long time I will come to you and bring you back home to us”

“Ok I will do anything you say don’t worry. Florence is four hours form here and you can come fast if something happen” with that we start laughing and arranging the details of the trip.