GUILTY MIND

GO OUT IMMEDIATELY.

I came to a halt while running to the bathroom and the heaving came on suddenly, I vomited a little bit while clinging to the toilet.I stood up to drink water only to see in the mirror that everything was covered in blood including my mouth.

I couldn't believe this. the retching started again and only water was coming out. I turned on the shower and got in with my nightgown on.I was wearing a cream-colored ,satin baby-doll style night gown.I do not know who would have given it to me, but it was my size and now it was a disaster with red stains everywhere.Once clean, i wrapped myself in a towel and returned to the room,i looked all around; it was just the two of us.I did not know who he was or how he got here.Is this his house? i looked and found his pictures on the coffee table.. Why was I in his house? i saw his wallet on the nightstand...ADAMS LUKE.who is he? i repeated his name many times and something kept sparking in my head until it dawned on me.I remember where I saw him;at a Pub.Friday night, and he introduced himself with his full name. I remember offering my hand to greet him,then some drinks.

We were driving tequila, there were other people with us ,but I couldn't remember whom.

After this I believe we left the bar and .......my head is going to explode, this pain.........God why can't I remember. I walked by feeling my way around in the dark with my hands touching the walls ; I felt nauseas again,I sat in a chair and the clock on the wall displayed Sun.06_01_2024.12:45 was it really Sunday ? if i remember correctly, it was Friday when I met him.I need my purse, phone and my other things;there should be something new on my cellphone perhaps my boyfriend had called me, I'm getting married in 3 weeks ; the flirting was very intense, that we had it going for 3 years .He will come down from Nigeria so that we can get married.Cybersex is the closest we've gotten to sex.But I was sure we would get along great.I loved his mind,personality, he was everything for me and vice versa.i took out my cellphone and there was no lost call from EMMANUEL.However there were two text messages and a voice-mail.

I saw Saturday's messages were from my friend GRACE: 'Dear Kayla ,I understand that you're doing very well.Call me and tell me about this hot guy that inspires you.

Second message,saturday .6:00 p.m....

"Friend I am going to wear your red blouse today.I hope this doesn't bother you.Relax; your parents called; i told them that you finished your studies, kisses." This was from Saturday.But what did I do all day Saturday? I picked up the cellphone and called the voice-mail.I listened to the first message saved on friday at 11:00 p.m, from the number, 399-0788: " you always get the best.Let me know if you're coming tonight.

So this is what happened, I have been gone since Friday ,until today.Sunday, at noon.How is it possible that I don't remember, and I wake up next to a dead person? that's why he's so stiff.

I slowly approached him; i uncovered him; he had more that 5 holes in his chest; the bed was completely saturated with blood that had already dried. No. This wasn't from a knife, or

bullets-he had definitely been stabbed. I looked around him and didn't find anything.But under the pillow where i laid, there was an ice pick covered in blood, so they had used this to kill him.......i completely uncovered him ,He was naked with stiff hands; it seemed as if he was holding something ;his member was almost erect.Based on his pose. I looked for my clothes and went to get dressed in the bathroom. I saw myself in the mirror there were scratches on my hips and thighs while carefully checking myself.

A half hour passed and my sobs were now under control. The telephone rang loudly and woke me up .I looked for where the sound was coming from.Towards the coffee table on the side of the living room. I crawled towards it and it said, "Vicky calling " on the screen ; after a few seconds the voice-mail came on: "Hi sweetheart I hope that your business trip hasn't been too tiresome, but later I'm coming over there to relieve you of your stress kisses."

I jumped up . Would someone come to the apartment? For sure. It was his girlfriend and I had to get out out of here .But the dead body,the fingerprints,his nails, oh my God...... I can't ask for help.I should fix this myself. I was already in a state of absolute panic.I was a murderer, i didn't even know how or when.But I had did it. I ran to the kitchen and searched the drawers for a knife ;there was one shaped like a chainsaw. I walked towards the bed,picked up a sheet from the floor and wrapped myself up in it. I turned on the electric knife and began to cut off one of his hands.As he had just bled to death,only a little bit of blood gushed out.Next I did the same with the other body part.I cut off his member and cleaned his legs.There should not have been any traces of evidence from me.No liquid ,Semen or whatever they call it .I stuck his hands,member and the ice pick in a trash bag.I looked for other clues such as cigarettes butts ,cups or hair,it took me about an hour to clean.I covered the dead body and left the apartment. Luckily, just at that moment, the concierge was eating lunch and so nobody had seen me.I put on a cap and some of his glasses, that I found and pulled my hair completely up so that nobody would recognize my hair color or that it was long..I walked six blocks which seemed like an eternity because I was so worked up by the fear.As soon as I turned at the corner, I saw my car there in the bar parking lot; there were two tickets and a note on it that said "move your car by Monday or it will be towed" signed..David he was the owner of the pub ,he knew me well and thanks to him my car was still there.He was like my big brother although,he was only 28 years old