Commander's love story

Chapter 18

                Alice POV

                     The expression on Haider face look scary and he was kept on staring at me. I felt uncomfortable under his gaze. I kept on avoiding his gaze but failed to do so. I decided to talk to him in private to ask him why is he staring at me like that.

                     " Haider can we talk in private" finally I ask him. He nodded still staring. We went to his room mhe sat on his bed and again start staring. " OK fine tell me why are you staring at me like that" I asked. He raised his one eyebrow. " like what" he said while standing up and start coming near me. He took one step ahead and I took a step back. Finally I met the wall and he is so close to me that its very hard to breath. 

                     " what happened to you...... Haider" I said to him getting full courage. "why did you f**k talk to that bastard" he shout. I am damn sure outside the room everyone hear it clearly. "because of mission" I said to him avoiding the closeness between us. He stared at me. "what is your problem? Why can't you speak to clearly to me? I will talk to him no matter what until the end of this mission" I shout on him and push him. I was about to go what he grab me by my waist and slam me to wall. 

                 I opened my mouth to say something but he crash his lips on mine. I was totally freeze like what the f**k is happening. He suck my lips. OMG its amazing. I have never been kissed by anyone. He is such a amazing kisser. Wait wait why am I thinking it. I gather my courage and push him. His eyes was fuming with anger. I couldn't bear that my first kiss by stolen by that bastard which I saved for daryab, me hero. I slap him hard on face.

               "how dare you to do this to me" I said to him greeting my teeth. He looked at me and then away. I saw guilt in those eyes. "I am sorry. I don't know what happen to me. I just want to save you that's why I got angry that this silly thing. Please forgive me" he said looking deep in my eyes. There was really guilt in those eyes. I think I reacted too much. I took a deep breath. " listen Haider I know you want to keep me save as uncle have given you order but I promise I'll tell you everything. You don't need to worry about. This is just q part of mission like you do with fiona" I said to him and he looked at me with surprise.

               " and for apology. I forgave you this time but no next time" I said to him with smile. He give me a warm hug while blushing. We both went out of his room happily. Outside the room everyone look sacred as well as surprised. I clear my throat. They all looked at me. "guys it something between us. So skip this topic" I said to them. They all went to their talk like nothing happen. I love it. 

               Rose make dinner and we sat on table. I sit opposite to Haider. He was totally focus on eating. I looked at everyone as all the other also focus on eating. I think I should also do it rather then speaking. I took only one spoon when Renzo speak. " Alice, tell us about your love DARYAB" he said stressing the word daryab. I suddenly blush because of his name. 

              "Awwwww... Alice you are blushing just upon hearing his name. What will happen when you meet him. I am sure you'll eat him alive" rose said then chuckle. Everyone laugh. I became red like tomato. I looked at Haider and guess what he is still focus on eating. " Rose maybe I can meet him. I just love him alot. I haven't seen him nor talk to him but whenever I hear about his work, his completing another mission I fell in love with him deeper and deeper. I think you are right I might eat him alive if meet him" I said while blushing hard. 

             They all looked shocked. "mmm.... Alice how could you love anyone by knowing just his name and work" Renzo asked. I looked at him. " sometimes you don't need to meet that person. His work speak about his self that is enough to make you fall in love with him" I said while admiring daryab in my heart. 

          " Alice please don't take it to heart what if he already have someone in his heart then what will you do" to my surprised this question from Luke. I think for a while before answering. "Luke dear, if he have someone in his heart already I'll pray for his happiness. I didn't have any boyfriend till now just because I want to reserve myself for him. If he didn't do it then its not his fault. I love to spend my life in listening to his work or methods for completing mission. I'll work to save my country and sacrifice my life for my country. And if somehow I found someone or my mother found I might start a family with that someone but my heart will always belong to daryab " I said to them. Rose and Renzo were crying. Saad, Luke and Haider were shocked. 

            " I thought that this type of love only exist in movie but now I believe it is for real. Daryab brother is very lucky to have soch a life partner like you "rose said while crying. Everyone nodded. I drift my attention to daryab to my food. I also tell everyone to eat because I don't want them to see me sad. The thought of daryab with someone else prise my heart. I broke into alot of tiny pieces but its all my fault. I fall for him not even knowing him. I might never be able to get over it.