[Declan] The next morning, I sent for Avira. She was to resume working with the other girls. It was a hard decision I had to make but it was the only way I could see her with unrestricted access without her realizing that I was watching her, or suspecting that I was stalking her. For reasons I could not tell, she had taken forever to get to the kitchen, and when she eventually did, the look on the others' eyes showed clearly that I was supposed to whip her, even though they all dreaded it. "Look who just dragged herself in here," I said, as I stepped out of the adjoining room in the kitchen to meet Avira in the kitchen. She was shocked and scared to see me, and that did not sit well with me. As usual, I had just forcefully f****d one of the other girls, but this time it was in a futile

