[Beta Maverick] It was easier to be a better guardian to Avira before now, before I ventured into the deepest part of the pack's forest, the part which was considered sacred, in search of answers, before I went rogue! Now, I was always angry, I felt the urge to inflict pain on others every second of every day, and Avira just happened to be an unfortunate victim. In place of thirsting for blood, I hungered to whip someone, all thanks to the herb water I consumed on a daily basis. I had Avira whipped on a daily basis, not entirely because she deserved it but because I needed to inflict pain on someone, and on days when the urge felt greater, I whipped her twice. But today had been different. Alpha Demian had given me a scare by announcing that there was a rogue wolf in the pack, as if sh

