I closed the book quickly. what? Guinevere went through that? I could not continue to read no matter how curious I was so I just closed the book, hid it under my pillow and lay on the bed to rest myself. I know I wouldn't sleep so I just closed my eyes and let the thoughts of my parents come into the picture of my mind. I really miss them every living day. A day without them is another day I question my existence. Why did they both have to leave me alone in this wicked world? I sometimes wish I was human. They have it so much easier. What if I just leave to be among the humans. It will be so much better for everybody. Nobody will have to worry about pretending to be nice to a slave Luna. Lucian can even mate and crown another his Luna. I will be free. The thoughts alone hurt my heart but
