I didn’t know how to answer.
I hadn’t been the best brother to him. I knew that. Caring for someone… it had come easy with Remy because she was a baby but he… he was grown. He was far older and I knew nothing about him.
I should have tried to learn more, know more, but I just… didn’t.
Our relationship… I understand that it is all my fault but knowing that he cared about me… “You shouldn’t. I’ve survived worse,”
“You prick. This isn’t about you.” He stood up abruptly and paced around the room. “When I tried to kill myself, you gave me s**t for it. And I’ve never… I’ve never had to see you hurt. I’ve never had to know you could get hurt. I don’t know what the f**k I was thinking. Of course we get hurt here. No matter what I do. Someone would always get hurt.”
My head pounded. “You a
